2 years of NS isnt a waste of time depending on how u look at it



Sunday calls...


Is the routine order >.<

recruits will call on sunday, not saturday , dunno why...

ppl will pass their responsiblities to 2IC...dunno wat to do, juz gimme my hp number -.-

expect mi to settle...tats wat i did but i learnt !!!

i oso truely understand why officers are different...however again it boils down to personal char...

i know why i felt un-committed to them...cuz i dun know them, i dun haf the bond...naturally i will feel like that, however due to my professionalism, i continued on...

now tat i finally see somethings, i growed...

i find different challenges now...which is to grow the instructors and to ensure that the TC run smoothly without my presence....


i find myself in OC's shoes when i under-took 2IC appointment


this 2 yrs of NS isnt a waste of time...


i have changed...


- By Nerdy @ 2:55 PM

in order for me to feel "not so stressed" , i will not do the extra mile to help them liaoz

1: they dont even wanna help themselves
2: i cant find a good reason on why i should help them
3: SAF juz isnt paying enough for me
4: nobody appreciate the things i am doing
5: i am tired of these shit

until i can solved the mystery of the top 5 reasons, i will remain "factory"

factory means juz producing soldiers ( we dun care about the qualities )

i am onli 1 person, i can do this much, if i do extra for a long run, i will go crazy...juz like what i am feeling now, abt to go crazy ;(

i know i shouldnt be doing this but i am not an angel, i am juz an average joe who is trying to enjoy life...

as i am typing now...i am still helping some of them

and they realli kinda destroy my mood of CnY, keep getting calls from them -.-

zzz , a bit pissed again when i think of it


alrighty, wadever man, 209 more days


- By Nerdy @ 4:47 PM