Sir Poh getting usual...

*the below post is juz a fcking whinning post as Sir poh has got nowhere else to post his frustration & so happen hes at home now using blogger...unless u wanna be the post for me to vent my troubles...[how great of u]*

recruits toked to me...how can i counsel them when i myself is troubled...it takes a heart to change them, i totally agree but this heart of mine is getting weaker, falling sick soon...



for those whose been getting my random sms...SORRY

i juz nid to write it somewhere so all those ideas of awoling are lost...

sir poh is not strong, hes strong onli infront of his recruits ><

if i am strong, i no nid to whine n stuff


my spec say i am very positive, i aint...juz acting...but transfer my anger into something meaningful is a thing i could do easily

xfer anger to energy...to power...to strength, i could turn them easily

however tat afternoon, sir poh lost his cool, he vet it on his recruits...I AM SORRY

i am juz a loser...i kinda hate myself now...i aint being my usual self , hey wats my usual sel, i have so mani mask, i am totally become some1 u know ? tats the power to survive...which i processes...


i toked to a senior commander, he said u juz nid some1 to talk to not counselling...

*will u be the one ?*


- By Nerdy @ 7:30 PM