problem wif me

since sec sch, i have been very honest, direct, straight forward

thus i have good friends who stay wif me and some "enemies"

when i came to army, its the same thing over again

i dun like to put on a fake face, singing praises where u know it isnt the truth
in army, we need to be more tactful which means wayang to me and that isnt me

if being an officer needs to wayang then i guess it doesnt suit me after all

in this platoon i got feedbacks for me to be more tactful, well i guess i can be harsh at times but i can juz being honest, if everybody were to put on the fake mask n sing praises even though u did badly, then u will never improve, u will never know wat u did is bad

lets be honest cuz i will be going to PRB, performance review board, becuz i did not perform good enough, i got a not bad score but due to my att C for a week i did not attend alot of stuff n thus my results are affected

i told u guys b4 , all my best friends went to Arti and this platoon some guys i dun really like so no choice...

if the board doesnt think i am good enough, i dont commission, its okie wif me, cuz they will lose a good officer, i believe i can do a good job, much more than some of them in this platoon.

so tml's PRB will determine all, either i commission or not...

problem wif me is that i dont want to wayang but it seems that army is mostly about wayang, tats why army life doesnt suit me...sometimes i am juz confuse, haha, not being wayang will put u into this kinda board PRB, i think its okie so no issue, guess the people around me is more nervous, lol

commission wif them wif my friends, they make this point very clear. some even say "i want to commission wif u" cuz maybe we haf come this far ,8 months...2 foreign country trips...

we will always be good friends even if we did not commission together =D


- By Nerdy @ 10:08 PM