15th i am going to brunei for exercise , OMG , lol

heard a lot about that place, oh well cant really comment all that well cuz i hafen been there before, after i come back then i can tell u guys about it, lol

on friday our wing commander do PT with us and we did like 40 of each type of push up, there are 4-5 types i think , we did 12 sets of 20 push-up >.<
after we did 1000 sits-up >.<, we did all these in the rain !!!

without having lunch , we went straight for a 4km mid-day road march, half way we were told to not sling our weapon -.- , then after we went for vertical climb which made us walk up the stairs and down 5 times in FBO [ full battle order ]

somehow i managed to not fall sick and survive but some of the people got fever , headache n stuff lidat

then today we went to upper mandai for exercise [ hunter 2 ] >.< with all the injuries , again i suffer some injuries but no big of a deal come to think of it -.-

see what i meant by tough training OCS is giving us and making us very very tired, i hereby hoped that i can pass the test in brunei and get that JCC badge coz we passed hunter 2 which required us to walk the "March Of Infantry Pride" [32km] to get the CSB badge.


i am gonna miss angelin's b.day and shu xian's b.day
so sorry man , for angelin i didnt attend her b.day once in 3 years , zzzz paiseh paiseh

shu xian is my date for social night and i kinda promise her to go but i just cant , army sux !!!
i will try to make up man, SORRY !!!


- By Nerdy @ 9:30 PM

its been a long time since i blog something , lol

well juz had a 1 1/2 day of rest, lol , felt so good...

however i am now in camp and many ppl didnt know that actually in OCS there is a comp in every room

for my pilot thingy, think muz wait until i finish this officer course then can go to Australia for air grading haizz... the medical done by the RSAF really sux , damm slow sia >.<

now i got no choice but to endure through this course

whenever i book in i feel a little depressed, while in BMT whenever i book in i actually look forward to it, lol

the 2 years i am in NS is a lot different from the 1 my friends are going through...the pay difference is 1 thing but the things u do are a lot very very different , Helicopter ride, river crossing, survival camp, navigation exercise, most of these activities are actually quite stressful on the body yet fun >.<

i learnt alot of stuff and below is my only motivation line

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Time is always moving, slowly but surely
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i am suffering, i wanna go out but some factors like the pilot thingy is stopping me and secretly i am dependant on that to keep my will here in order to survive here. A lot of the ppl here doesnt wanna be here yet for different reasons like pride, love ones, money, many other more, they stay on


indeed i feel that i have change a lot , mentally, physically...a lot i can even feel the change, there are only 2 things in NS for me , 1 is BMT , the other is OCS , i have changed a lot since OCS from BMT

for my mum i would fight , fight for singapore , not for singapore or anything else but for my mum i would...

so far i am getting happier here but when depression sets in, its the other way round

in 2 weeks time i will go off to brunei for survival camp and tons of walking finding check points >.<

after brunei should be CSB , where we train up our combat fitness

after CSB , is Taiwan, where we get to train how is it like to be in a real war

i kinda feel like i am drifting further away from the sociality, its pretty sad consider i only browse channelnewsasia so that i can still "follow" up on wats happening in the world...

i juz wish the 1 year 4 months pass fast >.<


- By Nerdy @ 6:51 PM