it would be so much easier if we never met

whenever i past by khatib mrt
there juz come bomb fly by n part of my brain will juz catch tat image n pop it up

the girl i liked in poly

there when the train stops there , even tou its only for like 10 seconds till it closes its door

it felt like minutes , my brain go blank n imagine u there sitting on the sofa watching tv dress-ed casually , all the small things we've done back when we r still studying...

even though we aint meant to be but hey its okie i mean i love u & i am gonna respect tat decision, no choice but to accept it ya :(

but hey if u asked me did i regret it , juz follow the first line

erm wait a moment , if u asked me now , i would say i didnt regret loving u
for tat short memory has made me stronger , stronger yet afraid for another relationship wif another girl

the feeling of not wanting tat feeling again
the short happiness tat u experience n tat shape pain which pierce ur heart
love is a chance isnt it , a double edge sword

it can kill u wif pain or bring u a life time happiness wif some1 who share the thing wif u & tat thing is call-ed 'Mutual love'


lately been refusing ppl to meet up for gathering , lol
sry guys , been poor , yeah real poor

tats y i try not to go out , lol
so tats y ima here blogging =D

chatting , tv , movies ( downloaded ones of cos , lol ) has been my best friends since erm sunday haha

snacks n of cos ICE CREAM are killing me !!!!

its holiday n yeah lets rock

oh yea was chatting wif melody & i figured if i ever has to join this party which requires u to haf 1 opposite sex in order to go ( its a must !!! )

who will actually go wif me , lol , WHO WILL GO WIF ME !!!!!!
i am afraid of being reject but tats wat i often get , poor me

i have asked all my female friends n None want to go wif me
guess what ==> the above will kill me , IT WILL , lol


guess tats all man , haha , btw this blog is for when i grow old cuz my memory sux big time , i can come back n hey i look-ed like this when i was young , lol n all those crazy things i did back >< ( man i sounded like some old man )

so if u guys enjoyed reading my random thoughts n things about my life , try to come back , but after my block leave ends tats it , lol , another isolation time for this blog

enjoy !!!!!!! ( while u still can )


- By Nerdy @ 2:57 PM