bleh i got into ocs , lol

tough life , ah zu said 2 xiong companies are waiting for u guys >.<

erm gimme 5 seconds
5,4,3,2,1

okie , i am mentally prepared to get tekan , lol

tml gonna go out n get some fresh air , lala
been sick , yea sick ==> flu n sore throat

mayeb cuz of those potatoe chips & maybe some ice cream , lol
its killing me

now now i am a step closer to becoming a pilot , gd luck man =D

and of cos i remember u lah zhi chong , lol , man how could i possible forget some1 i already know unless i should to but in this case no =D , which is a gd thing isnt it

juz tat nsf hasnt realli got time for gatehring n stuff , cuz nsf normally wanna juz lie down n basically do nothing n no more falling in or heads out all this kinda crap , juz me , myself n my bed >.<

3 weeks confinement is waiting for me , lol , man lets jzu say cya guys in 1 month's time , haha


i came for ur heart and u took away mine
burnt to ash , friend to stranger
voice become whisper n faded away
all tats left is silent

all the lust has become dust
blown to bits into some pit
leave tat guy alone
let his wounds rot
let his anger run hot
tats all he got

hoping the angel sings
u will always be under my wing
guiding u , loving u , caring for u

the guy looks at the angel
mistook it for some girl
n in turn fallen for her

having hope for a new place to cover his wounds
hoping his wounds would be healed
nv to let history repeat itself

but hes so wrong
the 'angel' takes pity on him
not loving but treated him nicely juz cuz she pities him
boom , not wanting to hurt the guy ( sometimes it better to be straightforward )
giving the guy false hope

bleh boy boy ur this close to being dead
so close but hell no


# loveless
erm lets jzu say i dun understand wat i am saying oso , lol

summary ==> this guy has juz broken up / feeling damm sad , then some girl treat this guy a little better than others. this guy started to feel different , thinking tat maybe this girl is for him but boy is he wrong. this girl juz shower him wif care cuz she pity him , not meaning anything. when she realise this guy has special feeling for her , she didnt talk him so as not to kill him without noticing tat this hesitation is doing more harm to this guy than straight rejection. this guy realise tat shes only caring for him for another reason, hes starting to calm down , yup , if he continues on , he might damage his very own confidence , last but not least his brain cells >.<

peace

conclusion
# sometimes its better to juz reject rather than giving excuse which might in turn give off false hope


!!! this above is juz a story i made up , ITS NOT MY OWN STORY , LOL , ITS NOT !!!
# so i am okie =D , thx to the ppl who showed me concern but i am a nsf , no stress no nothing , i am stress free #


- By Nerdy @ 1:06 AM