i am juz wondering can days pass slower ?
man suddenly my brother is coming back home to stay , holy man , lol

meaning there will be 1 more ppl , 1 more desktop , a whole lot of shitting and bunch of clothes , hehe

i muz admit tat different ppl balance this fucking world , well i was clearing soem stuff so my bro's stuff can replace their space XD

and bomb i found a book out of nowhere , fuck my foolish brain man , always forgetting things which is to dearful to me , man , anyway inside the book , contain some personal stuff...its the girl named lene , well shes mix blood and shes the girl i know from kindergarden , then up to sec 2, we became a couple , bah bah all those wonderful things u do as a couple , sec 3 , their family decided to go to Canada and settle down , nack to their home-town. bomb there goes everything , we still chat n yeah the time zone realli sux.

chatting still goes on but u know the feeling isnt right , whenever i wanted to talk to her i haf to liek wait till 4am...theres juz this distance n soon enough , she juz disappear in my life

ah inside the book was a song i once composed , as u know i am well quite good in changing lyrics to scold ppl , lol , maybe i can born wif it u know genes >_<
i haf send to some of my friends , hope it will bring some feelings to ur loved ones , cherish them yeah

and beside is a picture i drew on the spot for some1 knowing shes sad , well i know her from a game , oh here goes , hehe , pls smile more , dun be sad n get drunk almost everyday like i was last time.

we will be going to Cairns , somewhere in Sydney , well lets see , still finding hotels which is a bad sign , lol , haiZ

do not assumpt wat u didnt see , do not believe all tat u heard , do not see the surface but the depth , and the insider joke for shox , juan and ying => do not speak of the evil colors

u trip over a wireless phone
u stared at the orange juice can cuz its says concentrate
u are trapped in a room wif no door

i feel like changing this layout , lol
A space to put a space for my drawing n pictures
A space to put my links
A space for the Shout Out Box
A space for my blog entries
A space for my history
A blog without scrollbar , lol as in the main blog , so its juz 1 scroll to everything , man is tat even possible , oh well , lol


- By Nerdy @ 6:34 PM

bah bah bah, sad but true, man

gei ta yi chi ji hui , ye gei zi ji yi ge ji hui

lol dot eh , hehe

been quite busy these few days , some gathering from both sides , see i told u , sometimes and somehow different side of my friends ALWAYS jio me out during the same time , man , lol

i juz chated wif yusuf , man , lol , hes juz a good guy , friendly & nice , hehe
for the ppl out there wondering hows he been

well hes studying in weth university and at 2007 will be leaving singapore to oman his home-country...hehe

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first we went to a steamboat wif jason,his gf, alien , da mao , ying
- man i hate taking out crab meat, those plastics , man they sux
- lalala , we played satay soccer , whoever loses is term-ed pig head and bomb the winner goes to da mao and alien XD , wahahahha

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went to a movie "Eight Below" wif eh lemme think , june, shox, ying, juan , da mao , alien
- man that movie make me wanna cry , as time goes by , my tears are getting easier to fall , or izzit those directors are getting better , damm
- 2 scary scenes which made me said wtf in my heart , lol , i shouldnt list them or i would spoil the fun movie and recommand ppl to watch it , go dude , whatcha waiting for , bleah

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then yesterday went dinner wif june , shox, ying , ah zu, jason , his gf, juan, da mao , alien , think for 5 seconds , ok i didnt miss out any1 , lol
- its a catch catch feast , lol , seeing how ying wants the catch catch toy , ah zu immediately changed soem coins and trying to catch 1 of those for her =)
- the dinner was a little disappointing tou but it turned out ok cuz shox is beside me , lol , or should i said i kept close to him >_< , hey dude i aint gay man , its juz tat there isnt enough tables so we are sitted very far from the other group , hehe , so didnt get enough chances to talk to the others, update a bit

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i learned 1 thing from june on the way back home
"we shouldnt spell out all of the things in details"
tats the conclusion i come out with

ppl like to put a twist to ur words or putting words into ur mouth so guys , care when ur speaking , yup or u would get own-ed , gg man

and i know its true tat i shouldnt analysis ppl's lovey dovey stuff ,lol but but but every1 around me juz didnt agree on tat , man , ok juz fuck myself , i am a bad guy

oh yea i will be going to Aus , sydney melbourne for 10 or more days , lets juz say no more sky diving but diving , lol , we will be diving in the most beautiful coral reef and its the biggest in the world man , fuck this shit AND WITH AN oxygen tank , holy god dude

how the fuck i swim wif a frog leg and an heavy ass oxygen tank behind my back , man , juz visualizing is bad enough , hope i can do it =)

in other words we will be experimenting the marine lifes and whewe waterfalls , my favourite, the roaring smooth waters , k the description doesnt match , lol , but wadever , i juz love waterfalls

3 more weeks to Aus , my mum sint giving me any income , damm man , shes out of job, lol , now i am surviving on my ang bao money , lol , oh ya i juz brought a razer mouse , holy shit , lol , its like godlike , maybe cuz my 5 year old mouse sux like hell and cant move very precisely , ok fuck that mouse, hes out , lol , juz love my new mouse

and juz let u guys know , i dun really spend a lot of money of when i do spend money , i will spend a whole lot at once , lol oh well tats me

damm so many things to update , fuck this , 7th sep , i will be going to NS , lol
yeah man , military centre 2 , same as shox , oh well , i dunno the situation over there , if same camp as shox , holy god ass , lol fate , destiny , wadever , lol

if u managed to read all these , ding dong ding dong , u juz got slenes's Ai De Yong Bao XD , GG


- By Nerdy @ 2:30 PM

a sad song indeed , wif my knowledge of my jap , lol

all i know is the song is about

when theres nobody , the star's light....
u nid to be strong n forget
pls notice that my heart is here waiting for u
the feeling will not changed

i am sure that my waiting will paid off someday

oh well , tats my knowledge i guess , haha , its a nice song =D



well dota has more n more noobs eh , man , the gaming world will soon be destroyed , lol

oh ya i will be going to Aus next month i guess wif my family , this time wif my brother n my mum XD

first time travelling wif my bro , oh well we will see how it goes , lol
nid to find a motel there as we haf soem few time during the trip n had to extend to make used of the few days we got =)

every1 got their letter except me , lol, oh well, i dun wanna go to NS in the 2nd in-take , and when i go in , i hope my friends will see me there XD

ok then , back to reality...


- By Nerdy @ 1:09 AM

sometimes i can say i lead a lonely life...yes true enough

if u ask me hey dont u feel anything ?
i can only said tat i am used to it man
going home alone since primary 1 , getting food from the cooker whenever lunch has arrived...

managing urself , playing at the play grounds wif strangers around the same age
having to handle the stress of having answered questions like , where is ur father n stuff liek that u know

lol , i can tell u , i am mature then most of the ppl i know , well not many ppl i know but oh well , lol , mature enough

i think differently from ppl , some of my last classmates said they wanan earn $10k a month , i like was dude are u serious , so much money for wat

for me , i only wanna have enough salary , enjoy the stuff i do n at the same time earn a living out of it , haf a nice family n tats it , i can die , lol

sometimes i felt that i can live alone without making use of my friend's help, sometimes i cant , i dunno

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theres some1 whose caring for me right now, yes but fuck myself for thinking of other ppl which i am suppose to forget , fuck this shit , i dunno , i am
truthful but some part of me juz wanna keep the memories wif u , its like a nightmare haunting u bringing u flashback of ur life.

and its not u, i already forgotten that matter, lol, since it was so clear... its others stuff

nowadays i begin to doubt the "brothers" of my life , they would suggest something then when their girl friend bring up soemthing , they go along wif it n neglect us "brothers" , lol

i dunno what to say man, these years of friendship , ya given in for a women ?

maybe i should scold myself first actually , i dont even know their birthdays , holy crap , lol , aaa sometimes i hate myself for not taking care of stuff liek these...


- By Nerdy @ 12:47 AM