i am not as strong as ppl think
i am just pretending
i really juz want to be saved
but i dont tell anyone and juz manage by myself
and for some reason ppl rely on me
so i kind of juz go along wif it

i had no choice but do be this way
but i really wanted to depend on someone too


well the above is taken from shinigami no ballad 3
there goes ur copy right XD

its a very touching anime man, well i found it true, indeed very true

memories keep coming back, i remember my leader saying, i cant relying on anyone, yes i know that, even tou ur trying ur best...
oh well i realli dun wanna elaborate it anymore le, sorry

aaaa the season's calling, lol, results will be out soon, on tuesday, i juz hope ppl will not ask me for my results, i wun either unless u guys asked me, maybe i should keep myself offline ,lol giving there no place to trade info , lol

ok i guess, more n more ppl are getting internet , even kids aged 12 ? 10 ?
surprisingly they know how to use the net ,lol , can u believe it but they kinda sux in the game so oh well there goes the pros , lets welcome the noobs

lets juz say bloggers has the right to write down their opinuion, ah dunno how to spell. ppl nid a place to escape their stress, reality, so oh well, or lets juz say this , dun voice out something which will affect the country ?

oh well wadever...laws are making ppl sick of living, cant even chew gums in this country, lame crap, thx to those "act cool" ppl who chew their gum n spit it like their father own those grounds, damm it, becoz of ur actions, the government ban the sale of gums here...man this sux

and yaya lets hope for world peace, like i care...


- By Nerdy @ 6:28 PM