any1 missing me in here ? lol , ok no...
its kinda boring yet sad for a guy to do housework , chores , readin books , for goodness , i have never done these in such a long time man
the last time is during secondary school days where i would clean the toilet to earn some $$$ from my mum , lol
oh well , man , juz feel like an auntie , lol , borrowing books on how to cook , can u believe tat ? slenes is trying to cook out some shit , zzzz , then in the end slenes has to end the shit by shallowing it , kinda sad , lol
anyway should i go back to the entrance
once back it will be very weird situation , yes it is
its about the bio class chalet man
1: go = weird situation , i might juz ruin the wrong thing
2: dont go = i let all my bro down , lol , specially dave, marcus
3: on the other hand , maybe it will be boring but who knows cuz we didnt party b4 yet , u will never know
4: i find it hard to talk to the other girls except for cheryl , yes i find it hard coz i already decided to not interact wif them anymore u know wat i mean
5: after the exam , i truely knows who are my friends ,who are not , so now i am realli sorry what i did to my old class dude , lol , they are the best man , they rock , bio class only cares about results so fuck this shit
6 : i realli dun feel like going , realli tou i dun nid to plan or anything lidat
7 : maybe i wanna got for the sake of going , afterall i been rotting at my bloody home
8 : when theres dave , theres beer , lol , i scare i will drink a lot then bomb fucking gone , all my complains will appear , i realli dun want that
9 : if i go confirm will tio them say again , even tou we make the relationshi very clear
10 : fucking dont go
guess its the end , i dun wanna turn back to the entrance , nah , i dont sorry
i am trying to recover the little happiness
i am trying to forget the distanced love
i am trying to live the current situation
i am trying to escape the unreal reality
i am trying to finish the unwanted business
i am trying to pursuit my fucking dreams
i am trying to improve my family relationship
i am trying to recall those days with u
the images of my friends are bcoming blur-er
maybe 1 day if i ever see ya, i might not recongonise
when something is broken
its hard to fix it
wats lost can hardly be found
those gone will never be back
its time to let go
time to finish off
- By Nerdy @ 12:27 AM
