slenes * yume

wow i juz cleared my list , lol
oh well, i am officialy friendless again, haha

oh well , spying on ppl's blog is bad for health , typing names in msn nick to scold others is oso bad for health , too bad , pls stop coming here , pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls , i said many many times already , if ur not on my msn contact list , pls leave...i dun wanna have anything to do wif u

wats past has past, i dont wanna care anymore...juz tat we are not meant to be tats all...i hafen visited sembawang park in a while , juz came back from there tou , lol , my formal shoes is offically broken, died 3 years after i brought it , lol , not bad la can last 3 years

heng no more presentation le so i aint gonna need it.
i chose to escape from reality, cynthia is correct indeed , i dun wanna face u ppl anymore , i cant keep on putting a fake mask

oh well if i blog this , i will get scolded or talk-ed by ppl behind my back, but who cares , project over = friendship over = school over = no more seeing u anymore...

project presentation was disgusting, i got nervous and my tongue tied , lol , but after the 2nd slide i begin to work back on my feet =D...i wonder wat grade will i get and what grade will they get , their work realli sux man , not that mine was good or something , i realli sux more n more when doing team-work stuff , lol
i cant produce the correct GO database , sorry about tat , but i edited the records for u le , yet ur code still cant work , so dun blame me there.

for the protein , i already populated all the stuff correctly , so dun blame me if ur search engine sux...sorry for being honest , tats what i felt , if i were the teacher , i will fail u guys , but i am not so relax , if i am the teacher i will give myself a C ,so i realli wonder wat can i get , maybe i will get B or B+

as mention above , i didnt meant to hurt u or something , i am juz expressing wat i realli feel. i dunno how u guys know my blog address , oh well but i dun care. after this project is finished , u should know we will no longer be friends anymore. pretty simple cause we dun tok at all, i dun like u , u dun like me , u got bad breath and i dun haf...now i feel kinda bad now cause u lend me sun yan zi's cd and offered me sweets. but seriously from the first day tat day in lecture hall , i told u 2 dun sux or i will not respect u, sorry here once again , we are not meant to be, yes we cant even be friends...for the form i got from ms ng , i didnt write anything negative about u all so dun worry about tat 1...

i am a guy who say out wat he realli feel and write it down here and will always wear a fake mask to school showing EVERYONE, yes every1. sorry i lied all this while, it isnt simple but i did it, sorry... we do choose our own friends right so dun blame me, i am not saying i am too good so u cant be my friend , in fact i realise this => i am not fit to be ur friend so i merely take the first step out of this little "friendship" thing tat we got

i have had too much plotting , scheming , i hate this , i dun plot , i dun scheme , i fucking lie , yes i lie a lot, lie to get assignments n resources from u guys , i did it so tat i dun fail or even to score high marks , i dun like to score high marks remember ? i juz dun like studies in poly , i remember when i was still an innocent kid in sec sch , everyday after sch , we will do play badminton , do sports , go down chong pang there walk walk see girls , see fishball noodle plus desert , lol i missed my sec sch...

now i dun even know how i am going to face u guys in the graduation ceremony, i wun even say "hi"...i love to escape , dream , doing things u guys often seem as useless . lol , well tats me , i draw in my free time , listen to music when i am stress , watched tv when i am real bored , random scold ppl when i am sad , staring at the moon can make my day , walking, sitting around parks are wat i do when i am having period..my period does come quite often

ws asked me , have u ever been ur true self ever once , i told her no , i never show my true self to other ppl. i am not the funny guy ,lame guy , nice guy tat u sometimes see in school

i am a selfish , badass, rude, evil guy next door...i dun help stupid ppl, yet clever ppl often do not nid my help. i cant promise the sky but i can promise u tat i am not a good guy

my life goals are to support my family , maybe build a family of my own , watch my kid grow up and die...last but not least visit lots n lots of famous city...i realli wanna go switerland , i wanna visit the famous lake , waterfall in USA , forget wat it is called, visit china the great walls , visit paris for the effiel tower, visit africa for the huge grassland , mongolia for the hot weather n wild feel , taiwan for the theme parks n food, italy for the culture. see i am dreaming again...

see i am avoiding problems now again, i should be combining my codes so tat tml i can stay in school to do the class diagrams and seq diagrams , lol , i realli sux as a team member , sorry... from the first day u called me n said whether which team u wanna be in , i told u dun follow us or u will die. well now tat u have suffer enough , i am sorry i say things i didnt do... this project if dun have u , i think this team can go die liao , i totally agree wif them , without u , we will not be here, its selfish of me to not let u be in the team tat called u to join them. ur mask is better than mine from wat i observe , juz tat u dun wanna spoil everything , tats y u didnt scold them, i know, ur only true friend is hui min, yes i know , after all this shit , u managed to survive , if i ever got the chance i will say u deserve an A juz like wat i did in FYPJ. if its me i dun see any reason why i should help u debug an easy programe juz as tat, search engine doesnt even have validation , search for regulated proteins oso cannot work , i got nothing to say , go code code code then is hardcode , its my fault partly yes i agree but u realli should hardcode juz liek lawrence tham said hardcore are only for non-IT ppl , u guys are trained 3 years , if u cant even do a simple j2ee programme , i can say tat the 3 years u have spent here are wasted

i am sorry i put on a mask but who isnt , who hafen lied in poly, tats realli impossible... i can smile wif u or at u but in actually life , i hate u as hell , i can , not a problem...i do sometimes encourage ppl , cheer them up , lame wif them , tats becoz i got nothing better to do...

ppl said tat i eat soft dun eat hard(in chinese) , yes i agree but depends on the who is using the soft...i know u hate me too, but no choice u same team as me so muz tolerate, now tat this is over , ok on friday its officially over , i should do wat i am suppose to do , being ur friend juz budens u

i have ppl i can talk to in poly too, some of them in this class, unlike u , ur "friends" are always on their mask when facing u , u should know it , i am kinda angry to letting u scold me , lol , wat i said are facts , u can choose to listen or juz ignore it , i dun backstab when having face-to-face conversations , i always do tat in my blog , if u said wow hes so fake wtf , i will agree wif u , lol , even if i disagree , i will agree wif u . i can actually role-play a lot of stuff , speak english 1 , speak chinese 1 , speak hokkien 1 , if u ask me wat language i speak the most , i can proudly said MIX , lol , juz cause i speak to too many types of ppl , i am getting mix-ed up , so i speak half half , if u speak to me in english , i will speak same.

how i wish i can make this blog private so tat i can choose who reads it , who not
i realli am very amazed by how ppl face each other EVEN WHEN they dun like each other
for example A dun liek B but A still treat B quite good but he hates him , then i realise how good these ppl can be, lol, looks like i am the 1 in danger , cause i say everything inside my heart , dun like i say , u sux i say , only thing is i dont do it behind ur back

- By Nerdy @ 6:21 PM