suddenly got this feeling to go your house or even ask ya to visit mine , oh well...... kinda sad yeah , lol , been busy these few days , bai nian and stuff , thing special this year , new year i do coding at home -_-

lets juz say fuck this nonsense , lol, graduation is around the corner , hehe , maybe i should put a new song b4 i get too busy and ingore this blog XD

well actually my current poly class got lots of problem 1 , i still there blur blur dunno wats going on , lol , even if i do i will fake fake a bit , act blur, sian , nowadays those rumors getting worst , lol , all can yawn , everytime they wanna shoot me or lose me , then they use this rumor , then i no word to say lor

i stand there let them shoot -_-, so ke lian 1, haizzz, then i told them its impossible n stuff liek that , i mean realli la , our thoughts are realli too different le...n 1 more most important thing is she got other ppl in her heart le , haha , sssoooo we are juz normal friends who quarrel a little more times then others only ma...

oh well my class realli too stress liao la , lol , nothing to make fun of ma, then see me so ke lian stress me -_-

sometimes i dun like this class oso la , they too fake liao , they are all into studies , then can wear a fake mask to ask u for assignment n stuff , well to be honest i oso lidat la , but but but i wun ask from ppl i dun like , and if i ever get refused , i will not ask a 2nd time. oh ya i seriosuly dunno why ppl will ask me for assignment , maybe out of desperation ? lol. all i can do is modify ppl's code n made them mine...

oh well, nowadays i think my gam ness wif my class is decreasing , few ppl send me their assignment leh , this 1 , for the first assignment which is ORF , opening reading frame assignment , got many examples, ppl's code,, but now , lloll , oh well , then at first i wanted to keep a low profile , i always do u know

but dunno why tats always not the case , i juz voice out my dislikes n some ppl actually respect tat but well i aint sure , lol , i juz know the relationship between me n some of the ppl in the class is decreasing , lol , but anyway this might be the last assignment liao , so to be evil , i can say , leech finish this then can tear off the fake mask liao ? lol , some ppl are like this , does tat apply to me u say , well MAYBE, highly possible , i might still keep in contact wif some of the ppl in the class... for those who doesnt see me , catch me on msn ok ? haha , if u can still see me means i am ur friend if u like 3 - 4 weeks nv see me online , then most probably i have deleted u , so delete me as well =D cuz i dun wish to be friends wif ya , so keeping u as my contact is juz a waste of space , i am not like those ppl who add n add n add then when they actually do business they can use their friend-portal to start off their market , haha

now now lets do this once in a while , haha

i was happy when i see u smile
ur smile dissolve the saddness within me
graduation is near
yet its painful to wait
i wanna believe i can let go
but the wounds are too deep
the simple desire of u juz
looking at me noticing me
sorry the above 2 might sound a bit pervertic, oh well fuck it
lets cross this river together
the only thing i can
is to send u across the entrance
knowing that thhere is some1 waiting
waiting for u on the other side
even if its painful to see u leave
it will remain as a warm memory
i understand its the procress
not the outcome tat are precious
sorry i forced my feelings onto u
cuz i cant control
control the feelings which
i once had out of confusion
the feelings inside me shouldnt be release
once its out ppl will judge
making me worst then what we used to see


alright lets end this i guess

oh yeah , Happy New Year to all of u guys =D
n some1 searched NARUTO in yahoo and visited my blog

WOW , lol , how u got here dude , i mean naruto lor , lol , maybe its stuck somewhere in my blog, lol


- By Nerdy @ 1:01 AM

juz now 6pm i am eating dinner duck rice XD , sitting there eating , listening to mp3, suddenly thought of the things i have went through...

izzit the bet we made ? tats why u didnt score well in Bio ? i really hope it isnt or i will be very guilty , very...well but thinking isnt very good for health especially when u cant predict wat will happen, so this kinda thinking will only killl ur brain cells.

realli i really hope it isnt the cause of the bet...btw we are still in hostile mode for those who asked n are concerned

well on the way back to yck mrt from nyp, i saw my old classmates, lol, as usual greeted them n stuff , update them a bit on my fucking sem. then suddenly i dunno who to follow , lol , in the end i follow my current class home, =D

but i hope my relationship wif the old class isnt turning bad =D , we still good friends, help is welcome whenever it is...

thinking of it , i have met a few guys i can look upon to when i nid help , its good actually , after poly , i can still have them as friends =D...


- By Nerdy @ 6:09 PM

i hate to say this, nobody like the truth , i sure doesnt wanna talk about it

hell no, i juz cant say it , oh well , its taking effect now on week 12 , lol

fuck this , i hate it


- By Nerdy @ 9:30 PM

whenever something happens i will go to your blog , lol

oh well , maybe i should juz quit this blog stuff n move on , after poly then continue here

i realli should actually , oh well, today's presentation went quite well tou

never expect ying to wish me luck , haha , tank you ne , =D

lets juz said when its time to let go, let go , dont escape , escape will only let u live 15 minutes more , and not forever ,we cant escape problems forever

welcome back to reality


- By Nerdy @ 10:12 PM

i hate answers like dunno, not sure, maybe

when the answer asked only require a yes-no

its either yes or no man , lol

oh well , i do give this kinda answer but i will normally add in i confirm wif u later or something , if i nv add in means the answer is no and i dun wanna reject u straight

well maybe tats the case i faced here , oh well

hope my database can be set up , lol , before presentation =D

hope the biojava code i am gonna write later will work the way i want it to be


- By Nerdy @ 10:43 PM

well i wun be posting for quite some time i guess ,its been a very very very busy busy busy week , lol , more busy ones are coming , week 12 realli sux , haha...well i am eating my dinner now so thinking of blogging some stuff at the same time, haha

well i juz hope my project can go well , haha , sometimes girls realli is confusing , hehe , was copying some stuff for the algo module , then my partner suddenly took the paper awayfrom me , haizz , no time liao still play wif me , lol, then when i ask her to help me debug some stuff , she like not very happy , lol, oh well , dun understand girls at all , oh well , anyway she only tell me part of the problem , then i got a little bei song , so i went back n cool it off then i asked zeng yuan to help me double check if my analyse is correct , then together we solve the shit , lol , thx dude , well that is just the first step , i got like 5 steps more to do then finish the settting up of the database , haha , jia you man !!!!!!

the results i got are mostly B , C , A , D , a lot of Bs , haha , well well so far havent gotten any D but but but i mustnt be proud , ah bo can die sia , lol , again i must thx this current class , i gotten a lot better , they are bunch of good guys in this class man , lol , most of them are good to hang out with , haha , love ya guys , they make this class a more working class but not nerdy ar , lol , they good at sports too , cool , good place to be with , good final year i have , hehe , well tats all i guess , haf fun =D cause its project time -_-


- By Nerdy @ 6:08 PM

aaa to update u guys , my comp spoil , lol , went for maintence , it hasnt come back yet but i like this laptop of my brother's, lol , even tou its kinda heavy, bulky, oh well

juz finished watching the final episode of suzuka , damm nice !!!!!

every1 should juz watch the damm anime, =D

well, seems like i am still stuck in that time , lol , are we still going to ingore each other like we have always been or what ,i duno , lol i realli dunno wat will happen in 6 weeks time, haha...

i cant love any1 but oh well , and my class guys are saying more of shui and me so it kinda sux even more , this is bad shit , wadever...

btw i cut my hair , lol , its short n real short XD , well some ppl like my current hair style , some said for the 3 years i have known u in poly , this hair fits the best on u , so i dunno man , lol

if a bond is broken , will i repair it ? the answer is no , but eventually i will let it cool , if i feel very uneasy , i will try to confront the other party, but oh well , from the day we stop saying things to each other , i stopped looking at u from behind , whenever i think of u , i stopped myself from thinking, whenever some1 talked about u , i look away refusing to listen , yup tats wat i do and i know i am juzt escaping , yup tats all i do , lol

i muz finish the programme for setup database use-case for my project or i am gonna die very badly in the presentation at week 12 , nows week 10 for your information , shes seriously doesnt like me, she got no choice tats y she answer my questions n stuff when i asked her , its not like she willing u know wat i mean yeah

hmm tats all i guess , let me watch some of the anime i missed , haha


- By Nerdy @ 6:58 PM

well heres a picture of myself =D
next sunday gonna go to andrew's wedding dinner , lol, aaaa i dunno wat to wear sia but cynthia told me they would be wearing something nice for example her a dress !!! then shu xian some blouse or somehting , aaa , sian , lol , maybe i can wear somehting different eh =D , muz faster ask qi yea liao , lol

well well i finished com skills today man , lol , kinda proud of it cause i promise my teammate i will pass it on her on monday , see i am a man of his words , hehe

finally i find it hard to re-gain something which is lost , yup , kinda hard man , anyway tml muz wake up at 9am , oh gosh let me tell u this it sux when u have been waking up at liek 2pm 3pm for 1 week , lol

i have been having headache these few days...kinda painful man , oh well , i hate to admit it , if ya ever bond wif a girl , will u keep the promise no matter wat and not betray that person ? even if a lot has happen , a lot of feelings has developed ? cant blame he/she for breaking the promise rite ? well i am juz curious tats all , i hope i can see u again tasha , i hope so but i gonna wait for 2-3 years b4 i am settled and have some income to visit u ya ? haha

2-3 years isnt long or short, see , i am juz 7 more weeks to out of poly , think of it , can say it isnt fast or slow , bomb , 2 years has passed , wtf ? i have met surprisingly a lot of ppl , memories were left here n there

sometimes i hope i leave some space inside my friend's minds , lol , sometimes i wish they dun even remember me , juz wat do i want , i do not know man. humans are always very crazy , when u give him too much love , he doesnt want it , when u dun give him love at all ,he wants it , well this is wats happening here , oh shit , i was juz thinking of all my poly friends , lol

when i think of melody , i forgot to buy S.H.E album !!! and S.H.E is coming to singapore , i better get it tml , haha =D

alright i guess , blog till here , think i go dota 2-3 games or something , so will be 3am then i slp =D , hope i can wake up tml and the dun blame me man , i hafen dota for today so let me ba , hahaha , enjoy all u can !!!!!!!!!








- By Nerdy @ 11:56 PM