well i realli wish we can sit down and talk..but i guess its impossible given the current situation, this week gonna be a busy week , then after this we are gonna have a 1 week break

so the more impossible its gonna be to talk , lol, cant be helped i guess. i am trying realli hard to feel like its nothing , maybe that will make me look more like a bad guy althought i aint any good, haha

now the more i think, the more confused i am , wad is it i wanna clear up ? wat will we become once we clean everything up ? it will probably turned out to be i am a lazy asshole trying to look cool ? haha , maybe tats wat we will derived

wadever its lost cant be made up since our bond is broken tat easily , lol , maybe i should juz sit down quietly and go wif the flow , well i made friend wif a guy marcus in my class who is so on n steady , lol, he asked me do u cycle ? i said yes , most of the time , then he said tml nite wanna cycle ? then i stun for a moment there , lol, i juz said lets do it...oh well hope we haf fun even thought we juz know each other...

tml nite we are going to cycle together , actually 3 of us , the other guy nai cheng who is very quiet in class and dun normally tok to us, he said on , lol , cool man , lets all do well in presentation and haf fun riding tml nite =D

oh and 1 more , i am afraid i might break down , lol , i have been hearing ppl saying my partner and i haf 1 leg , actualyl most of them do not know wat actually happen , so i cant blame them yet i need them to stop saying things like this, lol cause this will lead me to getting more involved , as u can see , i wanted to escape , i cant reallli face another rejection or something harsh lidat so its better to keep things going as it is now , everything is slow yet painful at times but i can still take it

i realli hate ppl who cant take jokes , but oh well , ppl , dun take things seriously , sometimes its better off relaxing a bit

and its week 7 now , lol , 9 more weeks to end of poly life, i wonder who will leave footprints onto my life after that. 9 more weeks...to end this miserable times, ya i know there are good times , but scars will always be seen instead of happiness which is the recovered wounds.

oh well wadever it is , i am still ok and leave ur names behind , if not juz keep ur comments to urself. hope u understand Sum1...i dun need anoymous reader


- By Nerdy @ 11:48 PM