pain, its nothing but pain...forcing myself to not love u, yeah , i still cant get over it, everytime i think of u , i would forced myself to get over it

i cant love u no more, there is no right or wrong in love...i respect ur decision, but i just cant get over it , i dunno why...

deep in the night ,2am, i can only hear the voice of rejection and the sound of the running cpu...all i could think of is you and me nothing else, glazing at the moon , reflecting the past the happy hours , whenever i see the happy screens i would forced myself to remember the things u said to me...

many asked if i am ok , how haf u been , i cant answer them, all i could tell was a white lie saying "yea, i am ok, haha" but that wasnt how i felt, i used to felt this "I just don't give a good god damn anymore about how I feel. I feel unhappy, so what? I'll get over it, I always do"

i take back these words...i feel sad, empty, cold...

i dun wanna be alone anymore , being lonely will only make me think more of u and i dun want that , i dun wanna pressure u no more , stress u , acting pitiful...i should stop acting childish being foolish, treating care & concern for love. tats wats i always do yea always , cuz i am that myself, i juz hope the study sem will be over soon...along wif the sad memories nyp has given me


- By Nerdy @ 2:02 AM