Sunday, September 04, 2005
even though i alwayss aid i got no friends bah bah
come to think of it , aactualyl i have some good friends around me , lol
lets juz say my partner, qi yea, cynthia, my best friend of course if i nid outside help , lol
oh well , i guess when u lost something u will learn to cherish ba
for now i juz wish myself luck for monday , i am too nervous even if i were to think of it...i dunno how u will react, mi 2 i duno oso , lol
what am i suppose to do man...how will u react, wat am i to do after...sometimes i juz hate my partner, shes too playful liao le la, anything oso can joke but some things aint good to joke about i guess , oh speaking of that i am limit by her to "speak bad of my partner" 10 times per week XD
cuz my partner always complain tat i always say her "fat", "pig" n some other shit
oh well , girls are lidat de la , they say they dont mind , actually they do u know , lol
i am too native , believing that, haiz , sad...then now got this anoymous user hmm not wanting to tell me who she/he is , zzzz , doesnt that make u a stalker , its true i cant do anything about it , all i can do is close this site , lol , or even close the chat thingy, haha but i wanted to keep my posts , oh well
its a site to let my friends know wat i am doing nowadays XD so i wun close it
but its hard to maintain , lol , see 1 week sicne i have blog, i am a guy who have interest in everything except love BUT that interest doesnt realli last very long, i realli wanna make u happy XD but friday u like angry wif me haiz , all thx to my partner , the road to mrt tat day was like , u act as if u dunno me , walking in front of me...not talking to me...stepping on the esculator 1 step ahead of me , haiz , i felt so sad.....its like knifes pirecing throught my heart , pain...
i dunno man , somethings i juz cant tell u, i promised u i will not lie to u but haizzz , i realli hope the silent will begone XD
partner ah partner u say want me to be noisy , but i guess tats not something i can trust , i just hope the 10 chances will save me from her 3 weeks of not speaking to me , haizz
i love u but do u feel the same , i guess i will know soon enough so i will stop here for the time being...
- By Nerdy @ 12:25 AM