maybe we are just normal friends , actually we are...we aint a couple yet

the story begin as she ask me tml go for kendo , then i say not going got something more important

then she ask wat is important , then i say finding a girl tat i like , i keep asking her if she know who

then she reply izzit my partner then i am a bit disappointed , really sad

after tat ske ask me to go for kendo , i dunno , theres 2 option , either she dun like me or she is meaning dun give up kendo becuz of her

i am realli confuse , sometimes i wonder do u luv me ? or are we juz meant to be juz good friends...

she ask me y am i confuse , i didnt reply her , i dun even know wat to reply...i dun wanna gif up this relationship...i am sad...i guess this is a 1 sided love ba , but she asked me to take care and take some rest cuz i got leg cramp , is tat something special ? or izzit juz wat a good friend will say ?

i am confuse , i realli hope god can enlighten me , pls do so if u hear my calls...maybe i shouldnt send her home and meet early to go school together , maybe shes tired of me , start of the day see my face , end of it b4 she rests at home oso see my face , haiz

i dun wanna think anymore liao , sometimes i nid some confirmation of my actions , i really do so , i am so in luv wif u , i cant help but think.

i am sure if i say i wanna gif up , u will not stop me but i aint gonna stop
sometimes i feel that i aint ur type , u nid some1 who luvs u , protect u , care about u but all i can do is luv and care about u , i am so weak , i cant protect u , haizz


this is a joke , guess i will stop thinking , sorry for not replying ur sms , i dunno how to reply, too many doubts...

i will juz hope someday u will luv me more than i luv u, looking forward to ur self-prepared dinner =)


- By Nerdy @ 7:54 PM