lately everything has been cancelled , haha

tml small gathering , hehe
dinner wif my best friend louis

i wanna say sorry to 2 girls yuen leng(red bean) and pei ting
sorry ar , put u 2 aeroplane...

too bad ba , get to show my little short temper to her , lol
well i am a guy who gets pissed easily then angry but on the good point i get back to normal pretty easy, lol

lately i might be a bit rude to my partner , dunno why she sent me a good nite sms , lol , i guess that sms means ur not angry wif me anymore rite ?

but i think once u see my face ya will get angry again , lol
but i guess i will not call u by any nicks ever again , will juz call u partner ba

tml 8.25am will be meeting her to sch wor , lol , i reali hope i can wake up early , wahahah and tuesday holiday , lol

i juz hope i can get a phone then can take picture liao , lol
haiz , dunno why i juz hope my hair can grow faster , grow to middle length ok liao XD

oh suddenly remember my ncs was saying that girl tat i target must be thin , then 1 of them asked , if the girl grow fat leh , then he will kick her aside ?
then again 1 of the girl reply , no la ,i think he will still luv her

lol , kinda true u know , u muz be attract(in my eyes) , but after knowing u le , i dun realli care about ur size la but dun get too big la , lol

thx for ur mp3 ar , lol , listening to music and coding has becoming more of a best combination , in NCS , lol , i learn all of my skills in NCS , i wonder what have i been doing in the past 2 years giving money to NYP , hehe

sometimes i felt poly is juz a place to understand human nature and sort of learn some knowledge, its a place to interact wif ppl , in the end u will understand the concept of "how do i survive in an environment where every1 is juz wearing a mask"

heard from my partner that teo is juz a bad girl , lol, juz thinking of what she say , even if shes the prettiest girl on earth , i will never want to know her , lol
she said every1 in the class dun like her but act all sweet and nice infront of her

wow , i muz say ur the best acting class.
i guess sometimes ppl dun liek the truth ba, cuz sometimes it realli hurts
if i were to say negative things of the ppl around me , i think i will be lonely, which i actually cannot...i will die if i were to eat alone during tea break

sorry dvd for not being able to eat lunch wif u , haiz , lol and thx for letting me play dota , heheh , u know la blk R realli sux

sorry partner for always saying i will do this n that but in theend i fail to do so n for me always saying u fat, auntie and some other stuff cause i thought its fun but for u i guess its not and thx for working so hard for this project of ours

sorry my best friend for always taking my bad temper and sudden arangement of biking time and thx for ur concern and u show ur emotions wif me, realli appreciate it

sorry mum for saying u cause i am already 18 , so for u not being at home for 1 week isnt really tat good of a deal and thx for supporting me and giving me all the freedom i have got now

sorry class DIT0301 for wearing a mask , i realli didnt mean it , shouldnt have tell the ugly truth about some of them yet i wrote it somewhere in my blog and cause some unhappiness and thx i realli enjoy the times when we go shopping together during year 1 , lol, if i can go back , i realli wanna go back to orientation and start anew, keeping quiet all the times , i think that would be better , even though i still remember orientation , lol

sorry to u , cause this is the first ever serious relationship i am going to enter , i am quite nervous , got lots of questions , lots of wat if in my mind , i juz hope i can be more natural and hope u can get used to my silent and thx for giving me chance , i will make sure this is ur last relationship wif a guy. i am a little "hua xin" but i will not "dong xin" , tat i am very sure

dunno why i am writing all these , lol , guess today is my period ba , haha
this happens when i am all alone in the house listening to love songs, tats wat happen...

qiyea says "u luv her more than she luv u"

lol , well , tat i aint very sure , lol
his thinking very funny 1 , lol , still remember the first date wednesday ?
she tell u she thursday not free , tat means mon-wed and friday she is free , lol
tats wat he said

is it rude to delete ppl from msn ?
actually i do that quite often , haiz...
1 of my ncs colleague a malay girl farhanah said ya hor , lately nv see u online leh , u delete mi izzit

i dunno how to answer her , i realli dont , i mean if on msn u see me online and not talk to me , isnt it ok if i delete u since we dont tok at all

or ya didnt delete me cause u can have lots more contact ?
i realli dont understand...really dont...haiz

sometimes i juz hate living in this world , why would some1 create this world , wouldnt it be better if i can juz live on a place somewhere AWAY from this stressful world, i wanna know wat will become of me if i die , lol , i wanna know wat the future hold of me

i believe i am a spirit controlling this body , lol , weird rite ?
i juz think this way cause b4 the moment i was thinking i didnt meet louis for dinner for some reason then after a while he msged me in msn saying he cant make it for dinner...

this world is full of whys...full of demand...full of competition...full of anger...tats why problems come, imagine if we dont have a thing call money , lol, that will be another world , and as in anime naruto , imagine theres some1 out there able to use special skills

aaa ok i am day dreaming again...lol
sometimes its good to read newspaper when ya free , lloll

i read an article saying something about blogging and anger within young ppl
i kinda agree wif him , we should actually stop this kinda bloggers , they reveal the inner demons , wat they are thinking and write it out in their blogs
ok its nothing wrong but but , if u keep it and write it out , u will become more angry , anger fills the mind

aa cant imagine , lol. every blog has an objective , u cant say wads wrong and wads not actually

soem bloggers wants to treat their blog as a personally dairy , some random thoughts and wat happen on when

some treat it as place to discuss wat happen recently , many many more

mine is more to the random thoughts , how i feel against things or the ppl/stuff around me

wow i spent 1 hour writing these , lol , aaa i nida sleep , gonna meet her later at 8.25am !!!!


- By Nerdy @ 11:37 PM