loving u too much gives u pressure, disturbed ur freedom, its bad, i think i will juz wait around and let the way things happen on their on...

am i juz bad at making friends or i choose not to make friends at all, is the barrier around me too hard to break throught or when it is broken i cast it back on immediately ?

there are some thinking going on within me when cynthia ask me "do u hate me, cuz ya giving mi this feeling"

well i told u b4, when i first met somebody i will be a little chatty, thats not the normal me, the quiet me , yes u saw it , the u == shu xian, and some others, haha

oh well, should i stop, maybe i am juz fit to be alone and love my mum all the way
or should i find my mum a grand son/daughter so she wun be so lonely when my bro and me kinda has our "own" life

haiz, 1 more week and i can happily leave NCS , lol
i hope we wun have any gathering, oh well, wat happen will happen so i will juz follow and see how things happen , hehe

regards

slenes

ok the above 2 lines proves that i have sent too many e-mails in NCS...


- By Nerdy @ 11:08 PM