the more i wanna know the deeper the wounds inside my heart

i luv u yet i know ur heart isnt wif me but wif some other guy
wat am i to u sometimes i wonder , do i mean anything to u at all ?

do normal friends saw idol ya like and sends an sms to ya
is tat wat we call normal friends ?

i nid some1 to guide me , yes they do , and they do asked me to give up
give up not i say , i said i did wait till the day ya finally willing to accept me

the day i am working , some1 told me about the mole i got somewhere below my neck , she said tat mole will affect ur luv ones , the girl tat u like , its a bad sign u like the girl and dat girl will not like u

tats why all the relationship i have been are the girl interested in me first
why do i always luv some1 and got this kinda feeling , its always the same

today is ur birthday , i wonder why ya mood is happy as its always devilish or its sleepy , y is today happy

is it cuz the wish tat u made came true ? tat guy said i luv u again which u said doesnt concern me

y do u tell me tat u luv some other guy to me
i am pretty confuse realli confuse
i am sad yet alone , i dun realli know how to face u too
when u part wif me on msn saying u will leave and it took u actually 8 minutes to leave , was it cuz ya chatting the guy u like ?

i dunno man , i guess all i can do is send a happy b.day to ya juz b4 saturday
maybe i will juz like u from afar and never will again ask can we become more than friends

there are chemisty between us or izzit juz me , haiz , tat day i realli felt very sad , i juz cant get over it......

theres too many mind-maps i made up , why muz it always fall to the bad mind-maps, it came after all the curse , looks like i have to be alone , seems to be like this


- By Nerdy @ 2:21 AM