now my world ahs included u , u become part of my fcking life , cant live without u man , haiz , sadly things aint going the same as to what i see in my dreams

i go home get pissed wif my grandma , i juz hope she dies or something

go sch get pissed too

ask u for 1 file like want u to die lidat , fucker asshole

i hate my team mates , i juz hate them, classmates....

stupid and not willingly to learn , haiz , then fail already say next time will pass de , every single day heard u said "aiya i getting fat er" , then eat less or somehting , but ya still eating like a pig , fuckers


this is my first real post about my classmates , juz hate them


- By Nerdy @ 9:57 PM

by to by i come seeking ur help but boom of no use, u juz simply jerk me off wif some words n then became afk

given a choice , would u teach a stupid pig how to fly or a talented bastard some shit. oh well i know u like that pig but its not worth it, i am gone...gone to study OS.

our friendship realli has become better, now i know where she lives , its kinda silly but , lol , nvm about tat.
it seems ur concerned and well kinda "like" me maybe , lol
juz hope everything will go fine for ur attachment at Ecop, good luck =)

i wish i oso get attachment on the first sem , if u come on here by chance , and read wat u dun like to see , fck off.

i changed the url already and told no1 so its ok i guess


- By Nerdy @ 9:13 AM

well friendship worsten which i can lived wif , lol , actually yes , on the other hand , i think our friendship do increase a little , ok u guys are confused eh , ok nvm about tat , lol

waiting for the perfect opportunity to air out the question

aint a crush , if it is , i wouldnt feel paiseh when i tok to ya
but i noticed 1 thing today , i realli luv ur cheek ,lol , so damm cute , red red somemore , oh well, hope ya not scorpio cuz of 4/5 scorpio girls i met , i cant realli get along wif them

always aint so "open" , keeping things in their hearts
ppl say 1 thing and do the other
which is kinda uncool

btw next time when u plan something and so call "invite" some other ppl , pls dun screwed up n asking that person u "invite" a funny reason knowing that that reason will actually make him not wanna go for the somehting u plan , its not good at all


- By Nerdy @ 2:50 AM

hmm , dunno why i came here , lol , things are happening so fast i kinda kena the " dunno wat to do shit"

anyway i brought a printer from canon at $299. hehe , well i buy things which i think is ok ba cuz its like a investment.

my home printer realli cmi , eat the paper oso cannot , haiz , i wanna die everytime some1 wana print some shit

ok all done , i will fix that printer maybe on sunday nite , well i juz hope the things in the last posts are going well , i am kinda confuse dunno where to go

i will cross every ocean to be with you

this realli confuses me a lot , so wat to do ? haiz
hope that dude is me , lol
anyway if it isnt me i hope u can find ya true love

sssooooo , cya =)


- By Nerdy @ 3:21 AM

kyo wa kendo hontou ni tenoshi desu , haha

kendo getting better , skills tougher as i fight more , experienced gain kinda increase , lol

been stress , yeah and today i went HCI tutorial , fck it when i saw swirlyeyes , he said no tutorial and i was like wtf , u joking , then in my mind , wtf , ying told me got tutorial lor

then i went in saw the time 9.05 , i said fck man , siao liao

no choice but to call swirlyeyes , go his house slack...

haiz , i msged ying , asking , hey got hci tutorial ma ar ?

she msg backed => no ar

i realli thought she meant no ar , got tutorial , cuz she always say lidat 1.
but never did i expect her to realli mean no ar , sian , why add the ar , wakao

anyway on the same nite i msn yu ge , saying , ok la , dun disturb u liao , cya in jap lession !!!! fck that , he said he thought cya in jap lession thinking i know that no tutorial , wakao ,my head big liao la , anyway i hafen do anything for the project , better buck up now but sian leh , juz got back home from kendo , kinda tired , carrying a turtle shell around , u think not heavy meh

oh yeah , ying , paiseh ar , call u so early , that is if ya happen to see this la , sorry ar

well , the girl i was looking for , i kinda guess i found her u know , lol , sunday i happen to look up in my " girl history ", i found this girl pretty interesting, funny , at least we kinda have lots of chances to chat if ya know wat i mean ya , lol

ok now i realli sounded like a fcking despo, oh well , i might give it a go, if not then too bad ba i guess

and i hereby wish setiono sensei her eyes faster recover =)


- By Nerdy @ 10:36 PM

well i lost a girl now , of all my friends , theres onli 1 scorpio girl i know

we were this good in sec life but the phone calls are becoming lesser by the time i got into nyp.

the problem is when ever we tok using phone , she would kept quiet, and i was pretty pissed cuz its as if i am toking to a wall , its kinda sad...

then i told her i wun be calling her anymore , she replied why not, i said ur always quiet , i dunno wats the silent, she: hearing ur voice is more than enough. i am confuse , is that a hint ? no its not , if it is , we will more than good friends , i am rejected by ya cuz u said i juz wanna be ur best friends n not more than that.

i was given a lover's keychain , well i treat tat as a lover's keychain but maybe to u its juz a friendship's keychain i guess, i dunno how to put it in words but the feeling when i sent u home everyday after school , the days we studied in my house juz b4 "O" levels...

u told me b4 u had a crush on me but not love...i think its my bad for maybe thinking too much out of it. ppl see things differently , maybe thats why...

its time to find a girl friend for myself i think...not many girls in poly i know is kind-hearted ,lol , well i try to find i guess. why the sudden thinking cuz i juz remember during C new-year, many ppl said " actually in school-life , its the best time to have a girlfriend , cuz when ya out in the working-life , its hard to find cuz of many reasons. "

well i kinda agree sssoooo , slenes is for sale , lol
nola , i muz find a good girl

thx for tunning in <== tats wat mr chiew ( our j2ee lecturer ) typed in his lecture notes , lol i find it funny


- By Nerdy @ 7:30 PM