well sent the japanese letter already , lol , i cant believe myself doing this kinda things after dropping that letter to "other countries".

i dunno when that letter will reach japan , i aint sure and i put 80cents on it and some of my class mates said not enough then i was like -_- , after all the effort. actually to be honest , i hafen been doing any of the things in my life seriously , not even in tournament , hehe , tats why i always lose ma , not winning a cup , onli memories of losing.

anyway the letter , i realli did put in effort , juz hope once again everything is fine , if she letter reach by monday then about wednesday she will actually gets to read it, ah then maybe she will lala a bit then maybe maybe friday then write back then it will be next monday ka ? so its eehhhh , maybe 4th-8th , haaha

ok actually thats how i want it to be la cuz i am damm nervous , hope it reached her...recently my hair gets damm oily , or is it oily in the first place , lol, aaa dunno , damm , while typing this, oh snowice online , seeing her reminds of my project implementation , sometimes i wonder if i should go to business thus no nid to worry about the codes , haha

oh anyway i chose bio informatics, actually i dunno why i choose that either , lol , ok i am dead...its juz tat , the other specialise area isnt realli much of a interest to me , digital entertainment doesnt realli suit me ,too much trouble , mobile < i like this 1 , banking shit <== i realli hate wearing formal and all dressed up to work and its hate.

so its bio and mobile...my wish is to be a tour guide so mobile suits me fine but i am more curious of nature n the things that take place naked to the human eye. its juz that we ppl take things for granted , not juz this. i am eating a bar of chocolate which piggy gave us , actualyl not eating, raping discribe it better , wtf the rain is like so damm big in woodland -_-

or maybe i should choose mobile , lol , aa crap , ok too late its over , nvm , either way i am happy , juz wanted the diploma for show , ha.
hmm come to think of it , i am those happy-go-luck type , eh i am leaking too much info today eh , lol
ok then , today i will let it all out, i think i am those ppl u can realli ask for oppinions, straight-forward , will say out wats in my mind no matter wat, daring, dun like to follow rules, do things my way, dun give a damm about wat u think, spilt personalities, do things half-way , lazy actuallyl very lazy, dislike nerds and memorizing stuff, luv nature , freedom, choose my own friend and divide them in terms of group, have a great sense of humor well tats wat i think , hehe, stubborn, sometimes a bastard cuz whenever i am wif my friends , when i saw some ugly or fat girls , i will tell 1 of my friend this=>"oi , ur wife there leh , nv go say hi ar" XD, dislike fat, ugly girls, dislike western-ers. dislike singaporean speaking amercian english, a very dislike => when ppl got an A for his exam , they will say haiz , why i get so poor , sian, no mood liao. oh well A good liao la , if u get A not happy , those get D and go die, but if u put in effort , then ur juz lame, tats about it , all i can think of now

actually i should be grateful, i happen to find many steady friends through out my life , those friends who let me copy their work in sch during sec-life, those friends who rape my house wif their notes b4 "O" levels, poly dudes for letting this few years or months la pass so fast, or is it the sch , doesnt have anything to do wif the ppl , lol


eh to , haiz , faster reply me la ayumi-chan


- By Nerdy @ 5:25 PM

now spenting my time writing a letter in japanese , its tough like hell
we are taught how to do things right in japan , and not how to use the language to talk to friends , aiya dunno how to explain

i have been writing from 6pm , now 7.44pm already , haiz and the letter has only a simple 7 lines ,lol

i wanted to boom it up to 15 lines but but but my jap sux la , siao
tml got SE 2116 test lesson 1-7 , how , damm

i dunno why i am so motivated to write a japanese letter , maybe hopefully , they will returned mi 1, i realli hope so u know , i realli hope the letter will reach the place i want it to be and theirs to me

am i requesting too much ?
pls help . currently i am writing a letter for 1 person only cuz i still hafen got the skills yet
if the 1 i am writing to returned me a letter , i will be so damm happy and will continue writing thus improving my jap , relationship , the way of thinking and stuff.

sadly i have to say , watashi no inhongo mada mada dene.
oh btw i am type chinese and japanese already , oso can read them in my comp , lol , thx to swirlyeyes for introducing njstar , shox for j-lookup and david for nothing cuz they 3 always together so ...

ok anyway , i have to continue writing then study for test, tml go ask sensei for help , lol , hope shes not so busy

hope the next cultural exchange will come soon...tenoshi kata desu.


- By Nerdy @ 7:42 PM

check check XD
juz came back from woodland theme park
played 2 games and total cost = $20 o.0

lol , real exp but its damm fcking fun, my head goes woot , wtf is going on, the world is oppsite , lol

the machine is call G-force and 1 is "tao lou ji" which means a machine which let u think ur jumping from floor 12 , hehe

its very very fun , to think that juan so daring , lol

ok now , time to do gui and maybe try to write a letter by i aint got the mood nor motivation to do it , haiz sad la


- By Nerdy @ 11:45 PM

people can be different , good looking girls engaged pretty fast , all thats left are trash for us , sometimes i wonder can i get a girl friend or would being alone suits me fine

sometimes i wonder wats the road infront of me or should i dig a new road for myself

wat happens after i die , would i lvie in japan( i hope ) or would i be raped by millions of mother fcker cuz i am so racist

japanese , singaporeans , wats the diff , hey hey , its damm big , as i am typing these , i felt a bit tired, disappointed and become to think back wat i tok swirlyeyes , well i can serious of saying " if theres a place in there , i will queue up for "japan". "

ssooo , pls kill me if u feel like illing some1 and do not fear the result of doing so. i hate suicide , cuz that kinda sux , its realli a waste to die b4 40 years old i think , after 40yrs , u should die ,if u die now , u can be a baby of year 2006 , so why not XD

i kinda hate the life i am in now , at home being raped by the voices of my ah ma.
the feeling of ur "own space" get invaded kind of thing
the way of speaking to my old secodnary school friends , they are the best
everyday in school , i sleep like a fcking log and copied homework for goodness sake in order to pass my "o" levels.
when i came to poly , i realli thought these 3 years will be a very happy 3 years for me but i was wrong , very wrong
ppl change due to the environment , they do
once u lived wif them , interact wif them , u will know their characteristic , some good , some bad
but the bad ones are all around me , makes me sick
friends around me in poly , many has big ambitions but i doubt many would make it , only some
i felt lonely in my class DIT0301 , i cant even joke wif them. all i can do is try not to look at them cuz when i look at them , they are not in human form , they are in some "hen" form , its scary , juz thinking of it made my hair stand
i dunno why i felt this way , most probably u too , its just that nobody bring it up , cuz ocne they do , everything is over , they would said , hey look we still nid to see each other for 1 eyar u know. but hey wats the big deal of 1 year , i dun like u , i dun interact wif u , simple

dunno why i am typing all these , i am confuse, the friends i made were all wrong
i too dun realli dare to say it out cuz yea its 1 year, saying it out doesnt help anyway. but if i dun say it out, its like i am wearing a fake mask everyday, but since we are not even toking to each other , means i am not wearing a fake mask then

most of my friends are clever , i tink i should go to jc to befriend wif those nerds
ok i am thinking too far , always thinking of the past, i wanna be a tour guide, i hope thats possible at least it suits me. i juz hope everything goes well


- By Nerdy @ 8:00 PM

lalala , lol , today is a day which i might not forget , many japanese came to our school for cultural exchange thingy

i am in group 2 , theres like 4 girls and 2 guys
i am matched wif the 2 guys but we were in a group so the first half , we went to SEG , after that its boring like hell , actually i cant realli communicate well , my jap sure goes e-to , a-no , lol

its boring so we went to sports hall where the guys played ping pong and the girls played those flying plates , forget wats that called

theres a saying , theres no ugly girl , onli lazy girls , why these japanese girls are so pretty , tats cuz they bring a lot of stuff in their bag , lol

things like , towel to wipe away their sweat, mirrors + make-up thingy, wet towel to wipe away the dirt and little cute cute stuff like pencil, wallet , lol

after the games thingy , they will look into the mirror and try to make-up , presenting their best , on the way to sports hall , they would use towels to wipe their face.

but 1 thing i noticed , they always complain hot , lol , and they may look mature and all grown-up on the outside but their actions are still like kids , these are the impressions , haha

oh the exchange of gifts are not very nice as i thought cuz i onli got 1 gift and i exchange wif 1 of the guy for a tour map , lol , the other guy i treat him lunch , that acts as a present

and i got 2 gifts from 2 girls , a trumpet keychain , the most beautiful girl gimme a gift , lol, so happy

oh the trumpet was given to me by kaori
ayumi the beautiful girl gave me a kite which was used during some traditional festival in their country.

on the way back to mrt , i was thinking , how good if i am borin in japan and learn their languages , why am i here in singapore , lol
singapore girls are so lazy and bullshit , opps , ok...the story shall end here
btw ayumi has boy friend already , lol , her bf so damm handsome

the japanese boys who came over are so cool and stylist, oh well , i cant compare wif them, maybe some day i will cut 1 of their hair style , might suit me , lol , hey , dun laugh , u will never know

hamamatsu higashi high school =D


- By Nerdy @ 7:55 PM

lalala , beck is driving me crazy , dunno why i juz like the anime , haiz

went ktv today haha , did kinda enjoyed myself when i am singing "ba wo hui lai le" and " qing tian "

i dunno , maybe my voice hafen mature yet , i can sing in 3 different tone and its kinda hard to change in between becuz the key isnt the same

hehe, my classmates can sing quite well ( some only )

juz waiting for beck to download finish then i can go watch XD

maybe i will be getting the BECK comic book(jap)
aint sure keke

ktv is fun but u muz be going wif the right ppl or else its juz boring shit
today's valentine so lets go fck baby ok nono

hope every couple damm happy XD
juz like mr chew said its a day where the girls get cheated by the boys and the boys will go hahahahah( evil ass laughter )

he asked why so little ppl come for lecture <= soemthing lidat
then crowd reply => valentine day ma
then he oh ya valentine ar , to me everyday is valentine day

sooooooo mr chew everyday cheat his wife eh ?
ok lala


- By Nerdy @ 10:38 PM

aaa , waiting for zhan's sms, hehe

seems like today so far i know , 3 ppl didnt bring landyard , AND PHEW , no HCI lecture , omfg wat a relieve

waiting is the worst part of my life perhaps i am always late ? lol

hmm lets see , this chinese new year thingy , i have visited many many houses , lol
until my head go spin like mad , aaaa go everywhere oso happy new year , shen ti jian kang , keke

well its good to see friends from sec sch , lol , together we visited mrs phua , my favourite maths teacher , i still remember i took A maths and fail like crazy , but in the end O lvls i got B4 which i am kinda proud of , lol


personal i think gambling beside friends is kinda bad cuz that day we went steamboat then gamble , 1 of my friend lost liek mad , like $10 and we r playing 1 " table " 10 cents is like 4-6 rounds, which is like -_-

oh yeah , finally my bro brought back the ps2 , lol, went to my friend's house to rape his CD XD , keke lmao

oh juz got zhan's sms , time to go lor , aaaa , cya then , hehe


- By Nerdy @ 10:58 AM

full moon sway gentle in the water 1 fine day XD

go watch beck damm it'

anyway i am sick for 1 fcking week ,its bad , real bad

ok we hafen tok since sch starts , which is kinda good come to think of it
dun wanna get ur stupidity however its spelled
its sad to see ur laziness , stupidness, and all u do is interrupt the class asking wat , when the question is thrown to u , u fcking shit juz keep quiet so why even bother asking , oh well

long time since i whine about u fcking bastards , soon i will get away from nyp and live the life i want which is to become a tour guide / air strewdess < i dunno how to spell the fcking shits

oh ok , setino sensei asked me to go for the exchange thingy , probably cuz i am the IC of my japanese group , i cant refuse man , i juz luv my jap sensei not that luv but in terms of respect 1 and for the always late for classes , tats another thingy la , tats juz me , i realli dunno why i am late

and i realli dunno how to speak well in japanese , aaaaaaaaaa , i am in deep shit , ok i am dead , hope i got paired up wif nice nice ppl hopefully kirei girls , keke , lala , ok think too much

i will type later , so fcking tired , zzzzzzzz




- By Nerdy @ 10:48 PM