haf u got this feeling somehow somewhere that u wish to see some1 yet juz something seems to be blocking ur actions , i have

haf u every wanna do things which u dun think u should , could or would do and ur mind keep trying to predict the outcome which u dun like , want to happen , i do


chatting wif ya makes me happy , clear my mind , how i wish u could haf more time to listen to me , but ur not the 1 who does

its all clear to me how i wanna look to this world , things , happenings
i dun realli haf regrets for now

my worries are over and now it all comes down to juz 1 week , lol , exams !!!
let me see ==> java , ooad , dbms and ip


i guess that my

ooad kinda pass ==> add a little bit of oil

java kinda not bad => but java ML said the last quiz was hard and that he exam will be hard oso , so must add a little bit more of the little bit of oil

dbms pass not badly ==> i muz know the er diagram , hehe , juz read and do some practice will do

ip juz enough pass to survive ==> lol , this guy here i am very scare , hafen been doing his work , i dun even study the lecture notes , oh well , looks like i am dead , did juz get 21/40 for the last quiz , almost got all my mutliple choice ans wrong and managed to pass wif those calculations shit


well for all u guys who read my blogs , gd luck nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn dit0301 fight-to XD


- By Nerdy @ 6:54 PM

hi ppl , i am here to bitch again , lol

ever happen to u ? suddenly u get pissed by 3 ppl

its actually very rude to ingore ppl's message

its actually very bad when ppl ask u for something and u juz ask him to fck off and suggest a totally meaningless answer

i dunno this man , normally when i ask my question , i know that u can help me but not will help , and i make sure u understand but somehow u dun understand and will not help , lol

kinda bad eh , i dunno y this always happen , when project deadline is coming , i will get piss by ppl or sometimes piss ppl off when i get pissed

now i got my gui right and was trying to do the actionlistener
that guy who dun help me muz have this idea of ==>"haha slenes , if i send u my codes , u will copy them , lol , this time i am not this stupid"

yaya i can understand , its ok , so on and so fck u

writing this make me feel relax again , lol
oh and have u ever have this kinda feeling , where the friends u make are damn stupid and when u need help , they cant help u , and this kinda friends sometimes care about u and makes u happy for a while

nah , juz wondering , lol
class diagram , codes for database handling , action listener , if i do all these , i can call it a day , hehehehe , wonder what we gonna do for tml 's report writing for project , oh well , looks like i will have to do the stuff now



- By Nerdy @ 6:41 PM

i got all these from qwen again XD , she got many lobang 1 , lalalalalala

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JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.


FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honestand loyal... Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarelyshows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.


MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.


APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.


MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Notaggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.


SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Verychoosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.


OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often... Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think... Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.


NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable


DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions... Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

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as u know , or maybe u know my b.day juz happen to fall on december
loyal and generous => muz depend on who , hehe
sexy ???
Patriotic , well , u can say that =)
Active in games and interactions ==> hehe muz depend on oso
Impatient and hasty => super true , lol , i am lidat
Ambitious => well i have 1
Influential in organizations => lol , i doubt so
Fun to be with => aint sure , muz ask urself
Loves to socialize = > true but only the first time , if ur good then i will socialize wif u
Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending
: all quite true , lol
Short tempered. Changing personality ==> damn damn true
Not egoistic => correct , lol
Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Logical =======> damn true , lol
Good sense of humor. => muz ask urself

ok tats all for now



- By Nerdy @ 4:14 PM

i often blog at night, maybe at night after seeing the stars will reveal wat i truely think of others

as XB said , if u wanna say bad things about ppl , u will say until u die oso willl nv finish the script

i spread my anger to some1 i treat as a friend today , hehe

tat friend of mine said "we dun understand the real u"
i remembered once pinky said she dunno the real me , i told her i got split personalities
tats true , i do have n do change , tats wat happen at night

so the me u see in my blog is the devil inside me
when i am working in yum cha , some1 told me that i will get "love" trouble and will get into trouble at the age of 20

i didnt believe him or want to believe him
but the black note on the area below my neck does that he said

come to think of it , that might be true as i will always get paiseh to the girl i like
when in sec sch , some girls will get attracted by me , soon we became friends then soon after that u know wat. i nv told any1 yet , this is the first time

dun play wif ppl's heart
dun play pranks on ppl especially those u luv n luv u
its bad

understand the real me is bad , if u do , i dun wanan live , lol
i agree u cant believe the complete difference when i am wif u n when i blog
i blog wif my true feelings , i dun think wat to blog
i blog wat i am thinking now like wat i am doing now
think and write on the spot
i dun read wat i have blog b4 unless i realli got the kinda time , maybe i will

when i am quiet doesnt mean i am sad

its juz tat i have been throught quite a lot of things
all of my teachers said "wei Bin is a sensible child , ur parent has taught u well."

i am proud of my parent , i have a bad-temper , i remembered i once used a knife and pointed to myself and to my mum
all those chanegd me , grow me
i get caned a lot by my mum and i ahte rich kids , they are juz spoiled bastard
when i see yum cha's boss 's kids , i feel like slapping them
i walked home alone from primary 1 , i ate food cooked by my mum at home that time
i took care of myself and score high marks but at primary 5-6 , i started to gain knowledge of playing games and my results started from that very day sux big time
but thank "god" i pass all the shit and nv fail and got to poly
i have been lucky big time

i dunno why i am talking about all these
but final words , i observe more than i speak



- By Nerdy @ 1:23 AM

aaa whole sunday watching naruto , lol , damn nice i udnerstand how shox told me he watched whole day sat , sun , lol

i can do that too but its monday now , lol
wanted to do somehting different this time


at times i feel sad
eating makes me glad

hey u look as if u ate "coke"
no , that is no a simple joke

i been crying all my life
till my eyes ran all dry

wat ? ur gonna change my classmates ?

or

do not speak of the evil classmates

yes i can be of total silent
smiling deep i got talent

many aint got
hardwork will fill the pot
hardwork from u nv to be seen
cuz i think ur not very keen

its ok to learn of ur bad points
its ok to treasure who u have
its ok to protect them
its not ok to ingore the others
its not ok to neglect those who helped u
its not ok to watch naruto for 2 days , lol

i think i will juz stop , gonna watch naruto then write somehting here and being bad-mouthed at
seriously i think its bad , ranting ~ as wat qwen said but who cares
its my blog , i can write wadever i like , this is very interesting too
attitude is evil to me , lol

many ppl asked me this => what is the difference between poly and JC ?

till now then i know the difference

let me tell u this

JC => =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>
some chio bu, not many
some lazy girls , not many
mostly they do shopping groceries
some played pool , not many
u can copy ur "homework" from them
some often come late , not many
=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>v=> =>=>=>

poly=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>
many chio bu, some like shit
few hardworking girls , all lazy
shopping clothes > for groceries
most smoke , fight , bitch & retain b4
u cant copy ur "homework" from them, but notes
many often come late , not some
=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=> =>=>=>

if u agree wif my differences , tag something , lol
ok back to naruto , cya







- By Nerdy @ 1:36 PM

i brought the gi hakama for $85 , waaa xiong , lol , oh well , i can wear it 2 more weeks , hehe

i fail my c++ debug quiz , i think i am gonna fail again , bad news eh , sort of knew it , haiz

well i made some new friends in kendo so the next items is the bogu which is the armor which cost like $630 , zzzzzzzzZZzzzzZzz , how i gonna get that kinda money , lol

i have lost my interest to blog now so dun come here liao la . still got class diagram and coding , c++ pract test , ok 3 more items b4 the real deal , ok so long for now then



- By Nerdy @ 1:44 PM

i feel light , lol , wif IP project gone , now all the project i can feel and see is our project module

ok lets see , i still got class diagram then its all to coding

oh ya my c++ confirm fail , i got like 4% confident i will pass , lol

i hope everything is cool , last day of kendo today

my mrt concession gonna end 4 more days =(

damn , this is bad news , i have to buy the kendo which cost $70 , awww , getting poorer

lol but its ok , oh damn , i still owe swirlyeyes 2 cheese burgers and shox 1 drink and snowie 1 meal / drink

lalalallalalalalalalalala , oh and for java quiz i might get 35 / 50 , lol
aaaaa , i juz woke up so i am like toking nonsense , lol

hhmm , let me think , i feel like the girls in my class realli do treat me like a kid =(
maybe its cuz i the youngest , zzzz

looking at our class , u will see like so many many changes , unknown ones , physical changes
oh and blogging doesnt realli take much time , lol how "u" use 1 hour to blog ar , lala , win liao lor u , hehe

think i will blog to here , gonna do my java question 3 , nida hand up =)





- By Nerdy @ 7:11 AM

c++ lecturer told us this => if u dun study hard , u will eat shit 10 years down the road , where u cant find job , cant buy stuff for ur childrens , when u cant get the job done , foreigners will come and rape us off our jobs , u guys better wake up


after hearing that , woot , yea kinda true and i saw my kendo senior in formal !!!
waaa so the very pretty XD

anyway i had a real dream juz now , lol

3 hours of sleep and i dreamt of something
well juz b4 c++ , soem of us were discussing about something
which i find it quite interesting that all of us were actually have different views
i didnt really think veyr much , jzu saying out my feelings towards it

anyway the dream , i felt that i should realli tok 1 to 1 wif her , u know i am not the person who is somewhat petty and such , unreasonable , well sometimes i can quite unreasonable XD

i wrote about her in my blog hoping that she get my point and change to a better person so all around her will be happy
i forgot wat i dreamt of but we were there sitting down on vista point eating some stuff , toking to each other about the stuff going on , well i know the bloggy thing might hate their feelings as u treat me as a friend and yet i would do this kinda mean things

yea i know its ur life , u control it , i dun haf a say to it but oh well , if u want it that way i simply cant do anything about it , i am suppose to meet ying they all , hafen met them for liek 1-2 months , lol

maybe cuz i treat them as strangers but well actually i am juz tired and bored cuz its morning , the morning me is suxy like shit , i dun haf any "jing shen"

dunno y , it always happen , well i hope a change in u , i really do =)
juz wanted to say yea i am sorry if i hurt ur feelings big time
maybe we will tok it out and not jzu tok it out in my dreams , lol


- By Nerdy @ 10:48 PM

u ppl are lucky to have 2 parents , so quit bitching around secretly maybe

i live under my mum for 10 years and shes very very good to me , provide a stable home , giving me enough money , all the freedom i needed

oh and i am not targeting any1 which i obviously am not ? , lol

quit ur bitching and whining , if ya so great , why not fck ur parents , dun ever take anything from them and find urself a job , study , in any case , u cant

maybe "get a life"

ok i aint saying more

anyway , now wat i realli wanan do is to build up some muscles

i dunno why , but whenever i am wif yusof , i feel so carefree , hmm , lighthearted i did say
no worries and such , i dunno why , lol

he told me that i would look realli good if i build up some muscles and i touched his arm , wow , hes got big mouse , lol

we tok almost everything under the sun , all the way from the sports hall to the MRT
can u like imagine yusof to be long hair ???
wow that i realli cant , lol

oh well , i hate most of the ppl i interact wif , juz hope that when i work , i dun find selfish ppl ? lol , ok thats impossible , every1 thinks for themselves

aiya , today is sunny men , sian no girls to see liao , lalalalala


- By Nerdy @ 11:48 PM

hmm sometimes i woner why ppl make used of them
this lead me to another thingy which i found very sad

when a guy likes a girl , and the girl is surround by other girls
under some condition , the guy will be friend wif the girls around the girl he like
then after some time , the girl and the guy become a couple

sssooooo , doesnt that make the girls around the girl sad ?

oh well enough of that , actually many times u have to relie on urself
for example dun ask some1 to scan for u then that some1 actually forgot to scan for u
then the next day u scold him like mad , well dun scold him , u should scold urself
yea urself , ur too lazy to scan for urself , right u can said that u ask him to scan for u
but hey hey , did he own u anything ?

so no , blame it on urself
well then this will exit my program , lol

aa let me remind myself , 15 of november ==> friend's b.day , muz treat her lunch or something , lala



- By Nerdy @ 7:40 PM

waa so sian , sometimes i wonder my mouth realli that bad eh ?

lol , i lost many friends , well quite a number of them due to how i piss ppl off
well actually all i do is telling them how i feel and how i feel is the fact
so hmm , when i tell u u sux in something , u actually realli do

so sian , got nothing to do
i dunno wat game i wanna play now or can play

recommand me leh ? lol
maybe i will go back and play risk your life, i aint sure

actualyl when i play online games , i feel better when playing alone
so maybe i can unleashed the devil inside me ?

lol , okok , quake now , lol



- By Nerdy @ 9:11 PM