its a long time since i visited the zoo , hmm , maybe next time i will ask ppl go , lol

ok anyway , juz kinda lagging a bit , hafen realli study for java pract tml , friday still got OOAD , monday nida hand up the database thingy , still got 3 questions hafen do , aaww , c++ cant understand wat the fck it toking about , siao liao

well now theres somehting i wanna state

which is luv

many ppl seem to not understand it , well u will ask , now do u ?

its been ups and down wif me and so the lastest 1 , its like distance love , better not do distance luv ever , its kinda hard to manage u know when the time difference is 12 hours

dun ever broke up wif ur bf/gf and u said u wanna patch , its childish , seriously it is
dun ever broke up wif ur gf/bf and u went into a relationship rite after
sometimes ppl do that , wat will they say ? they will say they are looking for the correct 1
well let me tell u this , u never gonna find the correct 1 if follow ur style

dun ever lie to me , i realli hate it , now i kinda hate all of u , nobody i can trust , theres hidden facts whereby even ur naked eye cant see , its disguising how ppl kinda " used " each other , its evil , selfish , crappy , fcky , all these i can stop if i jumped down and kill by fcking body but aint my soul , yes i believe people reborn ( ok too much yu-gi-oh "monster reborn" ) , when i die , i wanna be a dog , even if my lifespan is 4-6 yrs , i wun gladly accept it as i wun nid to face these evilness which is gonna eat up my innocence...

its this lie that broke , broke out the thin friendship of ours , dun hate me for not toking to u , dun hate me , hate urself , if ya think ya rite , then sorry i am wrong but pls dun hate me , u force me into this , not me , i am full of jokes , full of life , when i see ya , those elements doesnt exists , even if it does , i will not share it wif ya. dun look at me time to time , i dun wish to tok to liars , yes ya the liar , dun lie to me.

now i dun wish to speak , nor joke when u guys are around , its not my style , i luv the open field , not money , luv the quietness , not the gossip , i often show concern but never to the evil ppl but the kind , if u notice i didnt help ya then ur the evil. sadly yes the module group i am in have showed evilness , if u ingore the evilness , u will have fun and die , rot slowly , yes slowly to dead , i observe a lot , thats my character , u cant change me , i dun like ppl to change me , i dun like to act according to rules , i think they are just stupid , i dun like to follow orders , i do things differently , think differently from normal ppl , to do a thing , i have many many options on how i do things thats why i dun like the thingy cuz he said that so i do , NO , thats wrong , do have ur own opioion ( spelled somehting lidat ) , i dislike unclever ppl , slow ppl , so pls be clever a little bit.

i still hate myself for not doing well in my "O" lvls , i realli do , if i do well i wun face these ppl nor the knowledge i am taught. yes of cuz theres stupid ppl in my group but most of them are very hardworking , they are willingly to learn and not kinda say , oh man , sigh here n there , stupidness can be made up wif hardwork. talent is gifted , lucky i got the talent in everything that i had done so far but not luv thingy , kinda think its not suitable for me , think last time i alreadi state wat i am looking for in a female , actually i kinda prefer loner kinda living standard , carefree , do watever u want , or rather can dow adever u want , nothing to worry about , oh yeah and 1 thing , i only told some1 that soek hui not bad lor quite pretty , but that doesnt mean i like her , so dun misunderstood pls , later if she wu hui , she will be wasting her youth , i have many of this happening to me 2-3 yrs back and its not funny at all.



- By Nerdy @ 10:38 PM