Thursday, September 30, 2004
hmm went back wif shox today and saw a couple of unforunate ppl
but i dun wanna so call use some color eye to see them , ehh wat am i toking , ok nvm about that
i see ppl dun realli know how to compromise
theres a girl standing beside a primary sch guy
that guy is a bit like hhmm , not normal , n there he goes playing wif his water bottles , textbook and stuff , he treated them like their real life living objects and thus made some noise then this girl find it damn irritating so she went beside us BUT WAT I DISLIKE ABOUT HER IS HER FCKING ATTITUDE , SHE SORT OF USE THAT "LOOK DOWN OF PPL" ACTION , wif her eyes.
dunno wats wrong wif ppl nowadays , if u dun like , juz leave lor , no nid to use attitude
ok anyway , i notice many girls were into mini-skirts , AND TODAY AFTER C++ , saw a girl wif super damn nice legs , dvd , swirlyeyes , "maybe" even shox were actually commenting on her super short skirt and nice legs.
well i only notice her looks and legs , nv notice the skirt
and its short meh ? looks ok to me
nvm about that , oh actually yes
lol , i see girls differently , maybe different from u , i dunno
if the girl isnt pretty , no matter wat she wear i will not kinda look at her , lol
but if shes pretty , i will normally looked for soemthing to see , lol
oh 1 more thingy , always change ur alarm's clock battery , lol
theres 1 thing call , omg i dunno how to spell , aaa , ok here goes , co in ci den , hhmm something lidat , lol , ok i am so hopeless
b4 i sleep , i set it 6.40am alarm then i zzzzzzzzzzzzz , when i wake up , its aout 7am , lol , then i see the clock , aa still early , lol , it actually stuck at 6.30am , then i go zzzzzzzzzzz , then the next time i woke up , lalalala , its liek 9am , lol , so very sian , lala
so change ur battery now !!!!!! , lala
- By Nerdy @ 1:16 AM
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Evanescence !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You don't remember me, but I remember you. I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you. But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do.
I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you. I have to be with you to live, to breath... You're taking over me.
Can you know what I know and all we have. You saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand. I knew you loved me then.
I look in the mirror and see your face, if I look deep enough. So many things inside that just frighten you are taking over.
lala interesting , oh well suddenly i remmebered , i am actually always quite lucky in MRT sometimes , saw a pretty mini-skirt pussy at the morning when going to school , damn it shes so pretty , ask shox , lol
back home on MRT saw a girl in MINI-SKIRT AGAIN , this time is super mini , dunno man , she keep adjusting he skirt , haiz , sometimes adjust her skirt , haiz , not that i keep staring or something , aint a pervert , but i am standing , they oso , lol, oh well
today only 4 hours sleep , i still hate them , yes , lol , dunno why but yet
and to swirlyeyes , do not speak of the evil classmates
and now "he" is copying me saying palabuto , lol
hey "he" , can u like come out wif ur own thingy ??? and stop copying me ???
i got a few big headaches , yesterday on DBMS and on weekends , kinda sux , oh well
fck them =)
- By Nerdy @ 1:40 AM
Monday, September 27, 2004
waaa getting so very very bored , lol
no dbms today , i am too lazy to go for lecture so aint going to school today.
sometiems i realli wonder why are u always thinking for urself n not others
its sad cuz i think ya stupid , useless , selfish , fat and stuff
i cant blame u for ya laziness...
i aint gonna know wat this guy likes u , i dunno , he once told me its the feeling
ok then , anyway was suppose to celebrate ying's birthday today
they didnt call me so i will properbly rot at home , lol and i dun even know wat plans they got
its their lost XD , lol
well come to think of it , wouldnt it be good if i juz said ur stupid in front of everybody ?
so maybe as he said u will learn ?
or will u juz stay at home watching those VCDs aka fcking vcd
i know u might hate me for this , but juz wanted u to know , ur juz plain lazy , fat , selfish , stupid , hhmmm , i think these 4 are the main reason why i kinda dun like u
its all for ur own good , sometimes its good to be a women , lol
u juz learn how to be pretty , how to take care of things and find a rich husband who is decived by ur looks then tata , lol
whenever i blog i had to badmouth ppl , lol , kinda bad but ohh ohh 1 thing , if u ever speak facts about the person , those bad points about her , the so call "friendship" will be removed , lol
dun be lazy , dun copy ur java practicals , dun ask some1 else to do ur project for u , dun say things like , "if u not happy dun help lor , its ok 1" when u know that he will help u
i am making things abovious here , u know who i am refering to if u come to read this blog , its ok u can hate me , i can dun go to school wif u guys , cuz i kinda dun like to wait , the reason why i am late or not motivated to be on time is i knew u guys will be late so i juz take my own sweet fcking time
normally if i am late i will juz run......
if u happen to dun like me too , juz tell me , lol , i wun glady hear that , 1 more thing , if u wanan study , dun work , if u wanna work , dun study , ya already blur as to whats going on in school and quiz , test , exams , projects are all coming , and u wanna work more juz to have a little more money ? icic , well actually i can ingore all these , i reali can , its juz that i care about u guys...
u have the rite to hate me cuz i am speaking the truth , if i am wrong , u can come infront of my face and tell me that ya not lazy , not stupid , not fat , u can , but u wouldnt wanna do that , u wouldnt wanna tell me that , wat would u do ? well u would wanna tell all ur friends , lol , animal friends , 438 n the bragger cat...
and if the bragger cat dun like it , u can come to my face n tell me u wnana 1 on 1 , i am always ready , juz bring it.
- By Nerdy @ 1:36 PM
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
hahah , so free rite me , lol , well i am watching this titanic , then after that i wanna watch i guess X3 , hehe
actually i wanted to say somehting in this blog , sometimes i juz think that kinda know that , not very well though , hehe , 2 ppl , 1 girl , 1 boy
the guy is chasing the girl but now he kinda got her , lol
i dislike the guy , i reallli feel sorry for the girl for choosing this guy
well , kinda bad ehh , lol , the girl dun like ppl to smoke , the guy smoke behind her back
pretty bad eh ? lol , well oh and1 more thingy
i hate toking to ppl whose kinda hhmm , cant express THEMSELEVES WELL , lol
well i cant express myself realli good but i make sure u understand my question
maybe i am meant to be a teacher , lol , maybe not , i dunno man
okok , time to study liao , i hafen study a single shit , i am dead , gd bye , lala
- By Nerdy @ 10:56 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004
well well, i wonder who is this "Wei Bin" interesting , lol , anyway , thx for the advise , i know who u are , so , hehe =p , ok i juz lied , i realli dunno who u r , muz be my classmates, lol
hhmm , u might be wondering why i always say bad thingy about other ppl . tats cuz they sux man , if u dun sux , i wun have anything to say about u , hehe , oh well here i go again
maybe i should let u guys know more about me in this entry
hehe
well , let me say about zodiac ba , well its very very interesting , lol
this is happening and true till now for the pass 3 1/2 years or 42 months or wadever
girls from scopio always interest me , i always like them , dunno why man
girls from gemini always seems funny to me , i always have a crush on them
girls from virgo always seems more mature to me , i always am good friends wif them
think thats enough , lol but girls from scopio always reject me , so its kinda sad
actually ppl can be good oso , juz that i normally see those bad points first , so if its bad then i wun realli wanna speak to u , oh ya this post is suppose to be about me , hmm let me see wat i can write
well actually i am a simple kind of guy , simple as in my simple
i am not realli into money , all i want is enough to use , lol
i wanna travel aroudn the world , see how ppl live in different condition , environment
i nid freedom and kinda hate rules and normally dun follow them , often broke them
i have a high IQ and talent in playing games, sports , basically learning things i am interested
i dun like answers like maybe , see first , dunno , anything , well most of u guys do rite ? lol
i wanna end my life at 55 yrs old if i can
i am not realli into relationships unless the girl luv me then i will luv back or rather accept the luv , lol , i dun like rejection
i luv my mum , my mum is everything to me
i am stubborn cuz i always think wat i think is the best , but most of the time i am right
i dun like ppl to secretly comparing him to myself , i hate that really
i luv animals yet hate their sh!t XD
i hate rich ppl's children , they normally sux
i dun celebrate any special day , hehe , but if u want i will
i observe more than i speak
most of the things i speak is crap sh!t or some lame Ass thingy
i always wanted to go back time & see the results of wat i nv do b4 =)
i might wanna become a girl to feel the "feeling"
i am not a pervert or anything like that juz becuz i like girls that wear skirt more than jeans
i like sporty girls , BUT NOT TAN and never tan , hehe
i dun like making friends & have a rule towards it , lol , well juz becuz i speak to u doesnt mean u are my friend
i had a bad memory , trust me & i mean it
i often relie on ppl
i aint good in english
i aint like liars
i dun liek braggers
i dun like selfish , childish Ass holes
bascially tats about it , hehe
- By Nerdy @ 1:37 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
haha i finally met Rei online, well chated for a while , man shes sweet , lol
oh well , anyway , shes into child care teaching , working as part-time teacher now
i think this job is suitable for ya cuz u luv kids , and u hate chinese language , not chinese , sounds good to me , from today onwards , i will speak more english and not chinese and many of my craps jargon , hehe
piggy and shox went to my house and i kinda showed them all of my pictures and my mum even show piggy my naked photos @@
lol , well i had a big stomachache so its sh!t , wadever , i am feeling a bit bette rnow , still pain my stomach , guess i will go to sleep now
and Rei , gd luck to u , lets go ice skate and have fun in november , i am sure that day will be unforgetable for me and hey , piggy , shox and melody and david and allan , pls help me by going , lol so Rei can go too = p
- By Nerdy @ 1:54 AM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
its a long time since i visited the zoo , hmm , maybe next time i will ask ppl go , lol
ok anyway , juz kinda lagging a bit , hafen realli study for java pract tml , friday still got OOAD , monday nida hand up the database thingy , still got 3 questions hafen do , aaww , c++ cant understand wat the fck it toking about , siao liao
well now theres somehting i wanna state
which is luv
many ppl seem to not understand it , well u will ask , now do u ?
its been ups and down wif me and so the lastest 1 , its like distance love , better not do distance luv ever , its kinda hard to manage u know when the time difference is 12 hours
dun ever broke up wif ur bf/gf and u said u wanna patch , its childish , seriously it is
dun ever broke up wif ur gf/bf and u went into a relationship rite after
sometimes ppl do that , wat will they say ? they will say they are looking for the correct 1
well let me tell u this , u never gonna find the correct 1 if follow ur style
dun ever lie to me , i realli hate it , now i kinda hate all of u , nobody i can trust , theres hidden facts whereby even ur naked eye cant see , its disguising how ppl kinda " used " each other , its evil , selfish , crappy , fcky , all these i can stop if i jumped down and kill by fcking body but aint my soul , yes i believe people reborn ( ok too much yu-gi-oh "monster reborn" ) , when i die , i wanna be a dog , even if my lifespan is 4-6 yrs , i wun gladly accept it as i wun nid to face these evilness which is gonna eat up my innocence...
its this lie that broke , broke out the thin friendship of ours , dun hate me for not toking to u , dun hate me , hate urself , if ya think ya rite , then sorry i am wrong but pls dun hate me , u force me into this , not me , i am full of jokes , full of life , when i see ya , those elements doesnt exists , even if it does , i will not share it wif ya. dun look at me time to time , i dun wish to tok to liars , yes ya the liar , dun lie to me.
now i dun wish to speak , nor joke when u guys are around , its not my style , i luv the open field , not money , luv the quietness , not the gossip , i often show concern but never to the evil ppl but the kind , if u notice i didnt help ya then ur the evil. sadly yes the module group i am in have showed evilness , if u ingore the evilness , u will have fun and die , rot slowly , yes slowly to dead , i observe a lot , thats my character , u cant change me , i dun like ppl to change me , i dun like to act according to rules , i think they are just stupid , i dun like to follow orders , i do things differently , think differently from normal ppl , to do a thing , i have many many options on how i do things thats why i dun like the thingy cuz he said that so i do , NO , thats wrong , do have ur own opioion ( spelled somehting lidat ) , i dislike unclever ppl , slow ppl , so pls be clever a little bit.
i still hate myself for not doing well in my "O" lvls , i realli do , if i do well i wun face these ppl nor the knowledge i am taught. yes of cuz theres stupid ppl in my group but most of them are very hardworking , they are willingly to learn and not kinda say , oh man , sigh here n there , stupidness can be made up wif hardwork. talent is gifted , lucky i got the talent in everything that i had done so far but not luv thingy , kinda think its not suitable for me , think last time i alreadi state wat i am looking for in a female , actually i kinda prefer loner kinda living standard , carefree , do watever u want , or rather can dow adever u want , nothing to worry about , oh yeah and 1 thing , i only told some1 that soek hui not bad lor quite pretty , but that doesnt mean i like her , so dun misunderstood pls , later if she wu hui , she will be wasting her youth , i have many of this happening to me 2-3 yrs back and its not funny at all.
- By Nerdy @ 10:38 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
well dunno y but lately i kinda think of too many of my past , lol
i remembered girls in my past
in kindergarden , i forgot her name , she was my classmate , lol , very cute and stuff , always bring me toys and i will spoil her output when shes trying to build something
in primary school , there was once this girl name lene , she was damn pretty , damn cute , super super chio , and clever. when we got our little projects she will come and help me wif it but she didnt stay wif me for the PSLE , she kinda left me for canada
in secondary school , i was still in contact wif lene but soon enough i was so addicted in games that i kinda ingore lene , damn me, too bad i guess i was only 13-14 at that time so lala, then there was this girl name yan , she treats me very good , top student in my class and even school , i met her the first time when i was playing mixed double , at that time i admit i am still kinda childish , short and stuff , lol , and i mean realli short.
and then i get to know her from sec3 onwards , from that stage onward i kinda know wat it feels like to be 166cm , lol, well i am 170cm in sec4 , now i dunno whether i got grow or not.
yan lets me copy her work , tok to me on phone , lend me items that i realli nid at that time , lol, teaches me my work as i sleep a lot , helping me get to poly , all thx to her , hui mei and yi hui
i remmeber a girl call may ping , well shes the second prettiest girl i have come across , first is Rei , lol , oh well , i was chasing her but she wasnt interested in me ( kinda sad eh ).
i type all these so as to refresh my olden days, realli scare i will forget their names and i will never forget slenes this nick lene u gave me , gd bye , may u be happy in where ever ya in now
- By Nerdy @ 9:42 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004
oh ya , i am in sch now , lol , juz trying to blog now , dunno can or not , lala
ok so last monday i went ice skating wif 5 other ppl , i had a lot of fun man , lol , acting like crazy playing wif those so call "snow" , actually foams, hehe
well then just when i am chasing alien , he moved to the right of me
then suddenly got a girl in yellow moving closing to me and i was like omg , siao liao
i got that wtf then i slide to my right BUT THE GIRL slide to the left , her left = my right
so boom , lol , i kinda hug her for like 0.5 second, but then she fall down ba , i wanted to use my hand so her body can kinda feel less pain but well , i didnt fall down , lol
she fall down liao then her skates kinda kick my skates so aaww , i fall 1 knee down , then juz when i thought my bad dreams are over , david , melody ,alien , piggy and shox surround me , lol, actually me and her , then i tried to pull her up but she paiseh and take melody's helping hand
oh well , love to skate, wanted to learn how to brake but keep failing n then 1 serious fall breaks me from trying again,
glad to see shox and david know how to move liao , lol. lets see , next thingy i will organise is ESCAPE THEME PARK , yay , long time nv go , now only open saturday and sunday -.- , damn lame
oh 1 more thingy , i juz hate those ppl who kinda score high marks , lol, actually its ok if they score high marks and be proud of it , but i hate those who get for example 30/40, its somehow high alreadi, BUT they still say , haiz , low la , should get bah bah bah , some sh!t , OH god , juz shut up will ya. i mean i get 25/40 , i didnt even open up a single sh!t about my marks and ya saying 30 is low
then i get 25, i go jump down the building now lor
so next time if u get high marks ,pls pls , juz shut up and be happy.
- By Nerdy @ 1:23 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
all these months u been ordering ppl
but u dun seem to do the job , ya always laugh it through
well yes i kinda dun like u , but dun make me hate u , if i do well
hey maybe i will cuz the hatred is turning into red color danger level
i will not tok to u , maybe lead more ppl away from ya
aa i aint sure we will see
wed which is today , i will smack my heavenly blade onto yusof , lol , how dare u say u will not lose to me
i will make u lose sof , hehe , ur dead @@
- By Nerdy @ 1:19 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
i know i have made some entries regarding rei , lol
i dunno man , i juz miss her Umehara Rei
i remmebered whenever teachers call her name , they wun call Umehara ,then rei will juz tell them immediatly, call me rei
juz when i see her , i thought my 3 years will smooth very fast , but never did i expect her studies isnt realli good maybe dues to lack of interests & some other problems which i dun wanna read down...
well shes the prettiest girl i have kinda know or rather come across , unique laughter , nice figure , good language , a pity she aint good in chinese
do u actually know she kinda dun like chinese , sadly, i hope time will go back to start of poly, maybe then i might have the courage to say "ur beautiful"
oh well, i believe she will smile a lot when her "ya tao" is bring down.
liew , when u wear the long dark green dress or is that call a shirt , aiya wadever
damn i think i should stop , lol
now downloading a new game ,hope its nice , lol , i think RYL is still nice but too hard to lvl up , hehe or izzit i aint got the time. ok then , gd luck to those having exams , hope i can find 3 more ppl to go ice skate so david can go and we can ahf fun
- By Nerdy @ 11:25 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
How evil are you?
lala , i am a pig , lol , about 10 am then woke up , walan eh i woke up as if my head alone weights 10kg , had to use my full mosqitues beaten hands to support it
unwillingly took a bath , now my hair all kinda wet , wet finish muz go lunch , damn hungry
hmm long time nv blog , ok dunno when , i think last friday or izzit thursday
i got JAM between the MRT doors , wat happen ? hehe , ok , here , i saw ying arriving in woodland then juan and piggy took their own sweet time walking up the escaltor then i told ying to get in , then i get in myself , boom , the doors closed into my body , i used my hands , noticing it isnt gonna open , i started to use my legs as well , see how juan, piggy, every1 else was watching at my stunts , i decide to break down, release my hands. but then ar , my 4 yr old slippers failed me too thinngy so no choice had to use hands to pull it out , lol, and the trip to admiralty suddenly became so very long...
boom the chalet , this yr chalet i notice i didnt realli sleep , lol , notice a lot of my friends boom bye bye all like pig on the bed , snoring like fck , hehe
maybe cuz theres nothing much to do at nite , didnt went out for a walk , didnt see the sunrise if compared to last chalet , maybe its the chinese ghost festival , tats why, and the whole costa sand chalet like only our chalet is going on , lol , no ppl 1.
anyway dun smoke so much man , juz that u have the chance to smoke doesnt mean u like 10yrs nv smoke , wanna 3 days smoke until song song
from the way i see u smoke got many things going on in my little mindy , a little wasted escape the theme park onli weekend open , waaa so sian, long time nv go , i notice our group got many dunno how to swim 1 , XD , hehe or izzit i know too many sports and stuff that i dun realli like those ppl when go out wif them , they all oso dunno 1 , lol
at the chalet there got damn many mosqitoes , very very cannot tahan, i smash 1 of them which is praying on my leg, wahahah fck u , i watch shox , swirlyeyes , dvd played DOOM 3 , lol, quite entertaining when u watched them play , they got wonderful sound effects , not the doom 3 ar ,is the 3 of them , lol
if i played alone that game , i will not be scare BUT if the 3 guys are beside me watching me play , it will scare the hell out of me , if all those WATCH IT , SHOOT IT , AAAAAAAAAAA, NOOOOOOOO, DAMN IT , lol, not scarey ? ur head , try it urself
i happen to lpay this card game yu-oh-gi , i think the spelling is something lidat, i happen to win every game i played if the npc until the npc got tired of playing and he upgraded his deck , play cheat 1 , lol , anyway , i lost my second match wif him and i got a little low morale , then i started to focus my view out of the monitor n notice lots of dead bodies around me , lol, most of the ppl in the chalet are dead , rolling their bodies on the bed, floor. then json and i were kinda still alive, but i kinda care less, he will be alive until all of us were dead then he will sleep. hes the guard of our chalet so thanks him , i am the first to sleep then morning came, i saw json kinda sleeping then he look back at me kinda rasing his eyebrowns , then i juz smile back at him, that part is kinda boring , oh well , wow , 12pm alreadi , lol
time for lunch , later the food not hot not nice , cai fan i am da pao ing , hehe
okok, thats all for now. i think nowadays i seldom blog so visit my webby like 1 time per 2-3 days , lol , n this is to swirlyeyes , WHAT ? UR GONNA USE A SPELLCARD @@ , lol, k cya around
- By Nerdy @ 11:26 AM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
waaa , so very tired , i got some things to blog but i realli nida rest
so after i woke up then blog , lol
btw i went to chalet and etc etc
- By Nerdy @ 1:24 PM