Saturday, August 28, 2004
woot ,yesterday friday kendo quite fun hehe
get to hit senior's head again and learn how to cut
first senior i hit , she said everything do until very good except dun so nervous
second senior said when u hit ur legs muz be in ready position for another hit
third senior said i have never seen any1 wif such arrogant , maybe u wanna scare the person , when u hit , ur right hand should stay stable
when i get back home i am like boom my bed where are u , oh well , had to go now , muz work liao , maybe on the way buy some bread
- By Nerdy @ 8:36 AM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
sometimes i realli nid to shut my fcking mouth , lol
and learn how to appreciate things , but surely its weird , tried it 1 day or mayeb half a day
fck , a little uncomfortable, and guys i am ok , lol
when i am quiet ,ppl will ask me "oi monkey , u ok or not"
hmm , well , sorry ar piggy , didnt speak a word to u on our way home
and a little piss of shox , but i guess its ok la , cuz i realli nida rely on myself and not always u feeding me wif some food
if i realli fcking cant make it , at most i re-take the fcking module lor
i was sleeping or rather taking a nap when ya msg me , not i angry ar
onli a little piss
ok , work work , c++ @@
- By Nerdy @ 8:51 PM
pls do not treat every1 as ur friend
friends are ppl who u can get along with and not those u know after meeting once
to me => friends == i divide it into 3 parts
hi-bye friends => the ppl i say hi then bye those kinda but i will still help u as long as the request isnt that hard , hehe
play friends ==> the ppl i often go out with ( soccer XD ), these ppl can be trusted cuz most of them are my good friends
dead friends => ok these ppl here are always around me and can click wif me , most often these ppl are "on" lol, but i will onli tok to 1-2 ppl here about my past relationships
i told shox => hey ya know , i dun actually have many friends
he reply => ""something that shock me "" **secret secret**
many things have change , i see through ppl's evilness , character, ideas
very very evil which i dun realli like, hopefully e verything will change
i enter into this group of ppl hoping to pass my 3 years well in poly
but i have survive 19 months , the onli thing i know till now is dun trust any ppl , try to rely on urself , and dun take words from girls easily , dun speak bad sh!t of ur "friends" in front of those big mouths
if u can do that , u might be consider a "loner" which i hope i wanna be
its suppose to be a happy outing for the group of "friends" but due to some accidents
the happy outing became a sad outing all due to 1 of the accident , i dun wish to said it here but theres suppose to be 18 ppl + some other yet now it turn out to be maybe 25-28 ppl , they are the "guest" , hmm hmm wait let me think , guest ??? , suppose the host know all of them...no wait , the host doesnt even know them that well, ok so ya saying u dun want them to come , yes i dun want them to come , damn , u should have told me earlier , hey dude , u didnt even ask us and u made the fcking decision , hey dude , i did ask, ya fck u , u only ask urself + a few girls , oh wait or maybe u know that most of the host dun want them to come, oh wait maybe u called it our group's outing and u can get money from external but wait come to think of it i dun wanna go to the group's outing alreadi, oh wait, i better get back my fcking money and get myself a fcking honey
if u wanna invite ur friends , why not organise ur very own outing ???
if u wanna hit me , why not settle it asap ???
if u wanna talk cock wif me , why not find others ???
if u wanna copy , why copy the way i speak ???
if u wanna be cool , then dun tok to me
if u wanna fck me , we can play this 1-1
oh no , i am getting violent , hateness grow within me which stopped the light from reaching to me heart, these created a fog inside, soon darkness will cover all of it and onli evilness live in it, soon that will happen & when that happen , ppl will describe me as "loner"
never trust girls who are pretty , never change ur interest easily , never easily believe wat ppl say , never ever *devil*
lets see , if i were to speak out how i feel of every1 i know , i will get beaten cripple , so forgive me , well maybe someday i will do that
its sad i felt this way
its even sader for u to make me feel that way
its the saddess we know each other
knowing her u said its fate
busted her u said its love
leaving her cry to dead u said i aint got a choice
does that mean ur love + fate == fck her ?
oh well i am toking nonsense but i am kinda fck up for my D7 english grade so fck u
every once in a while u said ya sad
but the day i know u , ya never sad
so are u sad or not sad
or are u juz acting sad
its bad to be late
its good to be date
its mean to be hate
its meant to be fate
heavy to move
lazy to prove
hey u , yeah u , omg its u, the 1 looking at the screen, he look back here , get a dove , oh wait , maybe head n shoulders , damn fck u ur red , heres dettol to make u green
- By Nerdy @ 6:42 AM
lalala , my legs damn tired , right hand damn hard , lol
think my stamina is a little better than last time
oh well , i am getting more n more kendo madness
i get to hit my senior's head using my sword , lol
from today onwards , we get to cut hehe
woot , i realli regret year 1 nv go kendo , haiz , oh well too late now
- By Nerdy @ 10:30 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Personality and Character
You are reckless, outspoken and together with your hotheadedness sometimes makes you seem to be interfering when you are only trying to be faithful. You are a keen observer who will attend gatherings or group activities solely for the purpose of watching. Extremely alert, your vigilant reactions are likely to be accurate. You love to dispense with formalities and nothing can deter you from getting to the heart of the matter once your curiosity is aroused.
You have a grandeur, strong and impressive appearance. You like status quo and always like to be admired and try to upkeep such image dearly. As a result of such premise, it is difficult for you to sustain such image. A determined and firm person you are also stubborn once you set your mind on something. You are quite prepared to take risks and can get jealous easily.
Romance and Compatibilities
Your non-trusting nature makes it difficult for a love relationship to work well. Your fault is finding flaws and picking up little or small negative signs of others. You may seem to be easy and generous but people can get it wrong as you are cynical and cannot be taken for granted. You need assurance and unreserved loving care from your partner though you may not directly ask for it. Leo, Libra and Aquarius born in Horse/Dog years can be depended on love for you.
You are suave, manly, attractive and good looking which appeals to women. You like to make conquests but once you achieve what you want you get tired quickly in the affairs and soon you will be looking elsewhere for another conquest.
Profession
You are ambitious, hardworking and are not influenced by the opinion of others as long as you achieve your goals. You are good especially in unproven or failed projects done by others. Not concerned whether you are a boss or not you are more interested in getting jobs done. It is difficult for you to remain as an employee as you always feel better than your boss. Best jobs or careers are project manager, athletic, coach, journalist or city planner.
You are not afraid to start in a low position and work hard to achieve your goal. Due to your determination and hard work it is very likely you will reach a high position, as you get older. Whatever fields you have chosen you are likely to end up in a front-man position in due course. You are suited for working in the civil service and if you are in the private sector you will work in the management of an organization or in the field of creativity. Your ambition is high and you like to do big things.
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- By Nerdy @ 11:21 PM
lalalala
my friend JUMPED JOBS , lol
change from yum cha to somewhere forgot where
anyway , she CALLED ME TODAY , OMFG
and guess wat , i actually agree wif her to chnage jobs , lloll
cant believe it
oh well , somehow i miss my manager jacky and alice
ok then , i scare i this sunday go there help sure die like hell
cuz if u go there == every sat or sun muz go there liao
its like if u dun go like very paiseh cuz my first job is in yum cha, they took good care of me a lot , maybe cuz i am the onli boy there
i dunno oh well
i will see how tml , lol
and the pay is good , lol
its a new restaurant btw
yay == nobody 1 , i mean its not a lot of ppl
okok , blog to here and its not good to be late when u work cuz they pay u to help them anyway being late oso not very good wadsoever , lol
gd nity to u and fuck u(the asshole i scold in my last entry) u realli piss mi a lot
and from the way u speak i dun like alreadi , juz that i didnt mention till now doesnt mean i like , ok anyway enjoy the fire works in athens , tats wat i call fireworks , lol
cheers to the honor of alexander the great @@@@@@@@@@
- By Nerdy @ 10:59 PM
ok lets see , i am fcking piss by my own fcking lousy results
oh well wat am i doing , haizzzz
i pass all my tests but they are all like 1-4 marks better than juz a pass , omg
and this debugging quiz made me understand wat is a bastard attitude
if u wanan help ppl in a test , juz help ,if not juz say me to fck off
dun say half half or whisper to urself
i know ur SCARED OF THE tutor and after the test u fcking say that i told u liao , wow u told me sh!t i tell u , ok i should blame myself for not studying
but hey wat u say doesnt make any fcking sense, wat i work overnite thats why i didnt come for tutorial , oh wait wait ,is that my fcking bussiness ???
oh well wadever , ur juz a fcking sh!t who follows ppl's view and when they say its correct then U MAKE ASSUMPTION THAT WAT THEY SAY IS FCKING CORRECT
so next time juz fcking use ur common sense or do u have 1 ??? i wonder
i think u know who i am refering to UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
yes ITS U U FCKING ASSHOLE
AND IF YA ANGRY FOR SOMETHING , DUN FCKING POUR IT ALL TO SOME1 , thats not very nice , IF U DUN LIKE WAT I AM TEASING U ABOUT , U CAN JUZ FCKING TELL ME AND DUN FCKING PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPEN.
AND IF YA NOT HAPPY WIF ME , COME TALK TO ME PERSONALLY U FCKING FAT ASSHOLE , i dun realli wanan tok to u and the way u laugh is liek soem1 is fcking dead or wadever sh!t , hehehehhehehhe===> tats the way u laugh , juz liek some fckign sh!t
coz i think ur selfish , self-centered and fcking ugly , i hope ur fcking dead and get out of my fcking sight.
hmm 1 thing , u MAKE USE of ppl around u , once they are OF NO USE , u fcking join other ppl to leech from them , UR JUZ A FCKING MORON BASTARD, end of story
- By Nerdy @ 12:42 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
lalallalalallalalala
actually theres something very bad wif me which is the super speed lack of memoery
i can promise u this thing and after 7-12 minutes , i will totally forgotten
lol , so the next time i promise u somehting important , pls do remember to tell me or rather remind me
now watching the singapore idol , bah bah , omfg its kinda sux , watch it becoz of the "Banana man" which yz was telling me in the MRT someday back
now waiting to see his face , lol
comfirm == very very paiseh for him , hehe
take off ur mask or get out -.-
aaaa , i think they keep it till the end -.-
hmm , 1 malay girl , her voice is good but haiz , i agree wif that guy who said that she aint got the total package , meaning she aint pretty and stuffs like that
haiz , these ppl are meant to be a radio DJ , hehe
oh well wadever . i muz fck my sleeping problems ,lol
always wake up late and stuff......
juz chat wif eve afk tamira , so envy her can go turkey , damn
aaa wadever , that banana man realli is funny , lol
- By Nerdy @ 8:41 PM
training is super easy omfg
oh well made some new friends from yr 1 but they all older than me _l_
and waa blink of an eye , sunday liao , fck , luckily monday no school , lol
la la la la la
my friend hafen send me the nided items , lol
how to go swirlyeyes's house to do leh , u tell me
haiz , wadever , u send liao then i see how lor
yi tian tu long zi ==> very very nice , i like all jin yong's 18 Book something somehting hehe
etc like tian long ba bu , xiao ou jiang hu , shen diao xia lu , bah bah bah
damn nice
zhang wu ji => woot , very good character
wu ji's mum ==> dun get cheated by women , the prettier the higher chance of getting cheated by their lies @@
ok anyway , tonite still got , dunno is 7pm or 8pm , juz watch it , ^^
- By Nerdy @ 9:57 AM
waaa , juz did my use-case diagram for 1 hour , hehe
k for now , i juz saw swirlyeyes's blog , woot 7 comments
yea i agree wif him on some things but not all of them
if u ever come across something u dun like or will affect ur eyes
then leave it , lol
hmm juz nice , i am listening to jay's new song -- wo de di pan
zai wo de di pan , ni dei ting wo de
hehe , yay , kendo later but c++ later -.-
fck c++ , cant catch up wif those fcking practicals
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
fck everything la , but not my mum
i hate ppl who like to act hero , aint got the abiltity and still act , haiz , always think hes right but hey hey , ur wrong most of the time u fcking idiot .
i dun liek to tok , yes trust me , i dun realli , but in order to make others happy , i will maybe j/k my fcking sh!t
i will always help ppl out but hey if u ever come to me for help , i will always fcking help u , but u know me , sometimes ur asking is juz too over or over my useless tools of hands , laziness and never my over-powered fcking mind n reaction
and swirlyeyes , dun say wat rathiga , wat erotica or wadever , lol
tata check dictionary liao ==> Literature or art intended to arouse sexual desire
i dun like ur sadness and ur flitish , when i see u , ya always so happy and never sad
hey that doesnt realli match , wat u say and wat u do doesnt make any sense to me that is
dun go paying the extra sum of money and later says ur so fcking poor alreadi
dun go saying all ur friends agree on something but actually some of them dun like the idea
if i wanan fight some1 , no1 can stop me , and i realli mean no1 , get this right
if u were to stop me , i will K u as well
those quiet ones are actualli very aggressive
i am very understanding but but ren de ren nai you xian du de
and u can scold me of my everything but not my mum
if u ever do that on purpose , i assure u that u will get into a nearby hosipital or i will get into jail
i always hear u say , nabei , ru gou lalala , wo yi ding da ta de
childish leh u , fight fight fight
yes i can live wif some1 i dun like in the same environment , but once u step into my boundary and damaging my barriar , u muz pray ur injuries wun nid stiches to mend it back
i got into trouble when i am young , i regret it
but now i think but i aint thinking much when it comes to this matter
omfg , why am i saying all this , zzzzzzzz
wat i wanna say is that if u dun eat certain meat like pork becuz ==> u think that killing it will be very disgusting
then i will tell u this , does killing chicken not very disgusting to u ???
oh well , if u dun like these , dun eat meat , might as well eat rice provided no animal is killed in the process , might as well eat vege or sweet potatoes or mayeb those tapoica
lol sure taste good and will keep u from starving
why i got so amny things to say ar , omfg
i cant stop thinking of u yesterday nite , simply cant sleep man , damn
u come to my sight for a while and leave me hours of memories.......
think i felt in luv , its been a long time , i seldom chase gers
normally gers chase me......
438 reply ==> they muz be blidn to chase me la
mayeb thats my reply , aiya who cares
i admit that i learn things pretty fast, thats explains why i hate or rather dun understand why ppl take so long to finally understand the same sh!t
& pls haf ur own opinions , pls dun always follow others
dig ur own path and walk them , but dun make ur own sh!t and start eating them
and dun fcking use nick i dunno for etc "." or copy other ppl's nick like "swirlyeyes" instead of "sWirLyEyeS"
ok end of story , bath time and fcking stone in c++ and fcking angry in kendo , cya guys
- By Nerdy @ 10:17 AM
wow i chat wif a long time friends and found out damn many things
hui ar , i am sure u will be successful in ur life
unlike me , told u ya the kind of perfectionist , u dun believe
lol , try to make out some time for urself for some fun and fcking time
dun be so stress out
juz now hear ur voice like u hafen eat for days or lacking of str or something
dun worry , i will try to do a chio work for ur project and cya this saturday ^^
and this is for me ==> yhui == in bussiness course , lol , i all along thought ur in IT course , haiz , ok smack my banana loving mouth XD
- By Nerdy @ 1:16 AM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
girls who can play good badminton always catch my attention
and i am the guy who easily fell in love , so call love at first sight @@
this girl , woot , luv her hair , luv her style , luv her smile, how ar @@
was playing wif yusof then all our balls are broken -.- !!!
so i ask the ppl beside us ( hint hint its her )
shes so pro , even better than jason , lol
aiya jason badminton lousy la , keke
jason reply ==> fck u , @@
ok anyway , i was too shy to ask her hp num , haizz
438 reply ==> useless monkey la
haizzz , ya i am , i paiseh ma , oso i aint sure whether i am ready or not
next time i promise u guys out there , i will chase her @@
this aint a joke , I THINK I AM READY , made up my mind
but that is next time i see her
after badminton , i catch myself a drink @@
drinks are expensive , fck them
70cents per ==> 1 week , i willl spent nearly $4 , wow , siao ar ....
i look at her , she loooked at me @@
i felt time froze , or rather wish time froze , lol
oh well wadever , i smile at her , thinking waa her badminton so good , haiz , wish shes my girlfriend.
she juz looked at me , dunno is shes interested in me or juz wanna see my face cuz i was wearing cap all along
and all she can see are my teeths , lol when i laugh , that is
haiz , next time ba , if fate allows that to happen
if we meet again , i will chase her , i promise.
may this be my last relationship
- By Nerdy @ 7:00 PM
woot , i wanna tell u guys about this , fck me , lol
i everytime see girls who is realli good in badminton i will like u know
i mean love at first sight , shes good
she caught my attention on week 3
but today , hey hey , me and yusof play and boom @@ , no more ball liao -.- , so sian
then i ask her , woot , but her friend dunno how to play 1 la , lol
but shes realli good in it , come to think of it
she can be my match , her drop shot is like so very pro , lol
but i never smack her la , no gd ma , smack gers --.--
shes pretty to me that it , might not be the same as u guys
sooo , we had a great time and stuff playing badminton of cos
i wanted to get her hp num but haiz ,paiseh ma
so , hmm , wait , i promise u guys i will get her hp num , house num , IF WE MEET AGAIN
ok ??? then ur monkey got some1 to look after liao @@
but i aint sure if i am ready for it , oh well
whenever i pass khatib , i will remmeber her , haiz , better not be sad
chiong ar @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
- By Nerdy @ 6:46 PM
woot , i wanna tell u guys about this , fck me , lol
i everytime see girls who is realli good in badminton i will like u know
i mean love at first sight , shes good
she caught my attention on week 3
but today , hey hey , me and yusof play and boom @@ , no more ball liao -.- , so sian
then i ask her , woot , but her friend dunno how to play 1 la , lol
but shes realli good in it , come to think of it
she can be my match , her drop shot is like so very pro , lol
but i never smack her la , no gd ma , smack gers --.--
shes pretty to me that it , might not be the same as u guys
sooo , we had a great time and stuff playing badminton of cos
i wanted to get her hp num but haiz ,paiseh ma
so , hmm , wait , i promise u guys i will get her hp num , house num , IF WE MEET AGAIN
ok ??? then ur monkey got some1 to look after liao @@
but i aint sure if i am ready for it , oh well
whenever i pass khatib , i will remmeber her , haiz , better not be sad
chiong ar @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@
- By Nerdy @ 6:46 PM
waaa, so tired , this yusof everytime ask me go play badminton , lol
waa 1 thing , hes stamina damn good or izzit mine sux
haiz u cannot blame me ma , no chio bu
theres something which i am " ming gan "
which is ladys who wear skirts
i will always be attracted by them
but if u have fatty legs , haiz , pls la dun wear skirts
1 girl nearly see ur undies , which is in school , the girl from afar not bad looking lor
but when i am going home that girl , haizzz , cmi la ,wear skirt oso dunno how to sit properly
sian...
then i take bus go back , infront of me , lol damn funny , that female wun paiseh 1 -.-
shes so fat that she sit == 2 sits
she 1 person sit 2 sits la , then i see her arms
waaaa , her arm == my legs
help ~~~~
then i think of allan suddenly , then my mind @@@@ => how she sit on the toilet bowl and do the ooohhhhhh sh!t thingy
how ar , can tell me ???
ok anyway , i fck my test which is like --.--
okok , no time , muz start to study UML now
but veyr tired leh ,juz got home nia , haiz , kk, add oil is the key
- By Nerdy @ 10:23 PM
new song , lol , this time i remember to write it down
but 1 problem ar , i gonna be late liao , haiz , but fck er diagram , lol
ok here goes
baby , wo de xin li shi wu di dong ~~
zhen de xu yao ni bu ting de tan shou (discover) ( in chinese ) // lol
shi mian man fu wo bu paaaa
ying wei wu di dong li mei you ren ~~
zai zhe ge shi jie wo bu gu dan
ni dai di zai pian shuiiiii ~~
peng you you heng duo , ke shi wo xuan zhe ai qing
dai di zhe yang zuo dui bu dui ~~~ooooo
*rap rap* //not so much of a rap but change of music and speed
xuan ze le ai qing jiu bu yao you qing
aaa damn realli runniing late , lol ,when i got home then edit edit
compose till here ba ^^
- By Nerdy @ 2:52 PM
i made 2 new friends , vincent and dickson , lol
well , kendo will be damn boring if alone , haiz
oh well , anyway , kendo senior ( the chio est one ) my taste that it
teach us again for 40 minutes
woot , so the lucky , keke
i will be going to the summer festival , hehehe , cant remember when damn somewhere near the study week.
ok anyway , a friend of mine ( fish cake ) always say ehh , yuan lai , wei Bin xi huan zhe zhong lei xin de , juan oso always say that -.-
well , zhe zhong lei xin de == wen rou , ke ai , pretty to me , somewhere there , for the appearance. and fair skin hor , not those ah black , or hui shan they say i like -.-
no ar , lol
theres something weird for me i notice , i cant face or ratehr see eye to eye to that girl i think is pretty..
so next time if i dun look at ur eyes when i am speaking to u == i dun have those kidna feelings for u , ^^
oh and i met a girl last friday , waaa she so pretty , wear mini-skirt , long smooth-looking hair , nice smile , voice , walao ehhhh , i cant stop looking the way she plays badminton , haizzz
she oso quite pro FOR GIRLS , lol
oh well anyway , this server down , i cant see my blog..... , la la la la la
oh june going to see the NOW concert , damn i muz remmeber to ask juan and bah bah , keke
- By Nerdy @ 6:02 PM